Total pages in book: 113
Estimated words: 109086 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 545(@200wpm)___ 436(@250wpm)___ 364(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 109086 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 545(@200wpm)___ 436(@250wpm)___ 364(@300wpm)
I caught both sides of his face in my hands, more tears sliding down my face. “Jake,” I whispered.
“Are you happy here?”
“What?” I blinked away some of the tears.
He wiped them away from my cheeks, repeating, “Are you happy here?”
“I . . .” I didn’t know what to say until the truth hit me hard. “I’m happy with you.” I touched his chest and his hand covered mine, keeping it there. His heartbeat picked up, thumping even stronger.
“My life is done on the East Coast. I can’t guarantee no one will come after me, but as it stands now, I don’t think they will. EJ knows about me. Tab knows what happened. She’s not happy, but I don’t give a fuck anymore. I cleared everything so if you wanted, we could go to California. Unless you’re happy here? Your family is here. I’ll go back and forth to see EJ, but I won’t stay away any longer.”
“What are you actually asking me?” My head was swimming.
He moved both hands to mine, keeping it anchored to him. He stared hard at me. “I want you with me for the rest of my life. That’s what I want. I want you as my woman forever. I want a partner. I want you as my family. That’s what I want, but I’ll go where you are. If it’s here, I’ll move here. If you want to go to California, I’m sure EJ would like that as well. But you and me. That’s what I want.” He caught my bottom lip again, his eyes searching inside of me. “Is that something you’d be okay with? I want you. I want all of you. Forever.”
Love filled me. Happiness. Peace. I leaned forward, my forehead returning to its spot against his, and I breathed into him, “Yes. I want all of that. I love you.”
His mouth found mine, and I let myself get swept up in everything that was Jake Worthing.
The kiss was rough, demanding, and soon it was desperate. It’d been too long since we’d been together.
He picked me up, turning, and laid me underneath him. His hands found mine, pinning them above me. “How quiet can you be?”
“What?” I surged up against him, grinding against him. He felt so good. I began panting.
“We’re in your childhood bed, and babe, I want to do some dirty things to you here. I’ll ask again. How quiet can you be?”
I gasped. “My parents are here.” But as I said that, I wound my legs around him and arched up into him. He wasn’t moving, so I’d move for both of us. I kept rubbing against him. Pleasure began building. I moved faster, harder against him. The ache was back, starting to throb between my legs. I wanted him inside of me.
“I’m aware. So are you going to be quiet, like a good little girl?” he teased before nipping at my lips, then slid one possessive hand down my body, slid his shirt up and off me. His hand quickly found my breast, circling it. His thumb ran over my nipple.
I moaned. “Jake.” That felt so good.
“I’m going to fuck you.”
I moaned again as his lips found my throat, tasting me.
“But you need to keep it down or your parents are going to catch us, because once I’m inside of you, I’m not leaving. You got that?” His hand continued its slow descent, sliding down my stomach, over my hip, dipping between my legs. His finger circled my clit, rubbing over it, and my body shivered.
“Jake.” I reached for his shoulders, trying to yank him up to me.
“No. Not yet.” He ignored my hold, moving farther down. He pulled my panties off, then he was back between my legs.
His tongue circled me, and I arched, the hunger erupting inside of me. I needed him. I needed him now.
He slid inside of me, thrusting deep with his tongue.
My legs wrapped around his head.
He groaned, eating me up. “You taste so good. Always so sweet.”
He kept tasting me, his tongue sliding in and out as he built the pressure inside of me. When he sucked on my clit, long and hard, he slid two fingers deep into me at the same time, and it was enough. I went over the edge, soaring over it and almost frantically. I yanked myself up off the bed, using him as leverage with my legs clasped so tightly around his head. He lapped everything from me, continuing to lick me and then soothe me through my release until my body lowered back down to the bed.
My legs fell to the side, now feeling boneless. My whole body seemed to melt into the bed, but Jake growled, his teeth grazing the inside of my thigh before he lifted, then positioned himself at my entrance. I felt his cock nudge my opening. “I’m still safe.”