Total pages in book: 51
Estimated words: 49385 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 247(@200wpm)___ 198(@250wpm)___ 165(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 49385 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 247(@200wpm)___ 198(@250wpm)___ 165(@300wpm)
Grandma steals the small baby burrito; Captain Safety assesses the situation; all is well.
“Any more Mercer?” Amelia asks, peeking in the tin and grabbing a gingerbread man cookie.
“Wrapped,” Lucas says, taking a cookie like he earned it and he did. “Hale’s moved on. Their buyer backed off with a legal apology that said everything without saying anything. Dean’s happy, Gunner’s smug, Asher wants us to adopt a dog.”
“Dog?” I echo, delight fizzing. Our adoption list has grown by three this week because my followers will adopt anything that looks at them with pleading eyes and a festive bandana.
Lucas shrugs in his gentle way. “Major still needs a home,” he says with a shrug.
I smile even wider.
I should be more tired than I am. Maybe joy metabolizes like caffeine. Or maybe it’s Lucas, moving through our small world like he was built to keep lights warm and edges soft. He’s been up for the 2 a.m. and 5 a.m. feeds like a priest at vespers, quiet and reverent, narrating diaper changes as if they’re a play-by-play. When he burps Ev, he whispers, “Clear airspace,” and I fall in love again with a man who can make competence sound like poetry.
We FaceTime Charlotte and Asher from Denver—Charlotte’s holding a lab mix in reindeer antlers for Melanie’s Rescue Reels, Asher’s pretending he’s not smitten with a twelve-pound foster named Fig. “Congratulations, Mama,” Charlotte beams. “We’re driving down after New Year’s. I have tiny socks and zero chill.”
“Bring cinnamon rolls,” Amelia yells from the kitchen.
“And bring Major. We want him too.”
Lucas smiles at me like I’ve said the right thing.
After dinner, when the apartment is full of the kind of quiet that happens only after laughing and roast and the baby’s new-human squeaks, Mom and Amelia head out into the glittering cold, promising to be back tomorrow with cranberry bread and opinions about pediatricians. The door closes. The wedge settles. The three of us return to our nest.
Lucas reaches for the lemon ornament and turns it, thoughtful.
“What?” I ask, smiling into my cocoa.
“Nothing,” he says, which is Lucas for something I rehearsed but am scared to break by saying out loud. He stands, disappears down the hall, and comes back with his palm closed around a small satin ribbon.
“Ask, don’t assume,” he says, meeting my eyes where it’s warmest. “I’ve got a question.”
My heart does a stupid, thrilling thing. He crouches in front of me so we’re level, so he can see everything and I can see everything back. He opens his hand. Nestled in the curve is a simple gold ring and a tiny round tag engraved with Ask, don’t assume. Let him help. Build here. The tag catches the tree light and winks like it’s been listening all along.
“Melanie Mason,” he says, voice low and precise and a little wrecked, “I want to spend the rest of my ordinary, extraordinary life making lights stay on with you. I want to keep you safe without ever boxing you in. I want to learn you forever, and be learned by you, too. Will you marry me?”
I laugh, I cry, I cover my mouth with one hand and clutch our son with the other because there aren’t enough hands for this much feeling.
“Yes,” I say, and it’s easy. It feels like all the sticky notes in the world rearranged into one word. “Yes, yes, yes.”
He slides the ring on my finger and kisses me like we’ve already kept every promise; Ev snuffles his approval and we both laugh against each other’s mouths. Lucas ties the tag to the lemon ornament with the satin ribbon and hangs it back on the tree. Our words belong there. They always did.
Outside, carolers drift past on the sidewalk singing something ancient and tender. Snow hushes the city into a softer version of itself. My phone buzzes—group chat exploding with heart emojis and threats to throw us a party we absolutely cannot stop. Dean sends,
DEAN: Redundancy achieved.
GUNNER: Operational snacks en route.
DUKE: About time.
I lean back into the couch, the ring warm against my skin, my son heavy and perfect against my heart, Lucas’s shoulder solid beneath my cheek. The future no longer feels like a cliff you squint at in bad weather.
“Hey, Ev,” I whisper into the soft cap of his head. “This is the part of the story where we say ‘and they lived happily ever after.’ But here’s the secret—ever after isn’t one night. It’s lights that stay on, and questions asked out loud, and slow yeses, and cinnamon rolls, and a dad who knows where the extra batteries live.”
Lucas kisses my temple. “And a mom who makes everything brighter,” he adds, like he’s just stating a fact.
The tree glows. The lemon gleams. The tag spins gently, our vows catching and releasing the light. We’ve had the storm and the scramble and the silence that taught us how to listen. Now we get this: cocoa, a ring, a sleeping boy with a name that fits, and a life we’re building in the town we chose.