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Total pages in book: 83
Estimated words: 80550 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 403(@200wpm)___ 322(@250wpm)___ 269(@300wpm)

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From New York Times & USA Today Bestselling author Clarissa Wild comes a new STANDALONE, full-length MAFIA ROMANCE novel.

To save my mother after she falls dangerously ill, I’m forced into a marriage with Lucio Agostini, a corrupt and malicious Mafia lord set on making me his bride. Lucio’s only interest is to acquire my estranged father’s wealth, and I have no choice if I want my mother to live.
But Lucio’s plans to marry me are thwarted when a rival Mafia family crashes our wedding right before we exchange vows.
My hand in marriage is stolen, and the ring is put around my finger by none other than Matteo De Silva, sworn enemy of Lucio Agostini. He’s callous, headstrong, and dangerous.
In a stubborn quest to avenge his mother, he snatches me at my wedding to use me as a pawn in a devious game. He whisks me away to his mansion, which is nothing more than a luxurious prison for his newlywed wife.
His obsession with destroying Lucio is all that matters to him, even if it costs me my freedom. But I refuse to become collateral. Underneath all that rugged bravado is a wounded man who longs for affection, and I will use his attraction to me against him.
However, my past is laced in despair, and my secrets consume me from the inside out. When everything feels lost, Matteo’s arms offer solace, and his touch calms my mind and sets my senses ablaze. His wicked charms slowly creep their way into my heart until it’s no longer possible for me to deny the growing passion between us.
We both want what the other isn’t willing to give.
A sinful, dirty fight for control is all that’s left.
The only question is … how far are we willing to go?

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PLAYLIST

“Muddy Waters” by LP

“Lost In The Fire” by Gesaffelstein & The Weeknd

“Panic Room” by AU/RA

“Dice And Roll” Odetari (Slowed & Reverb)

“Яд” by Erika Lundmoen (Sped up & Reverb) (Also known as “Yad”)

“I Was Never There” by The Weeknd (Slowed & Reverb)

“The Beginning Of The End” by Klergy & Valerie Broussard

“Mateo” by Tove Lo

“All I Need” by Lloyd (Slowed & Reverb)

DEDICATION

For the book girls who swoon over “WHERE IS MY WIFE?!”

and “WHO DID THIS TO YOU?!”

…You’re gonna love this one.

MATTEO

My fingers play with the cold metal of the gun in my pocket while I stare at the men coming into the room.

Finally, those wretched men from the Agostini family decided to join me.

I’ve never dealt with more disgusting filth than them, but my business with them is still unfinished, and I would rather die than let them win.

They scan the room, probably to find cameras or hidden microphones, but I don’t play those kinds of games. They might think I’m a rat, but it only adds insult to injury.

I clear my throat. “Sit.”

The men stop abruptly and look at me, just from my command.

They know not to taunt me.

Finally, they grab two chairs, pull them back, and sit down in front of me.

This private room at Club Triton is perfect for handling all our business. I pay the owners a large sum of money to keep it quiet and make sure no one comes snooping. The owner of this place knows the type of underground things happening at his clubs—the drugs and the guns that I deal in—but he doesn’t care as long as I pay well. And I do pay very fucking well.

I pick up my glass and take a sip of my bourbon, still staring those nitwits down. They’re merely the henchmen of the man I’m really looking for, and I’m pissed that he sent them in his stead.

“Where is he?” I ask.

“Uh, he’s on his way, sir.”

My nostrils flare. Of course, Lucio is late. He knows my business is only with him, and he’s stalling.

He thinks he can play with me after what he did?

I lunge across the table and grab the guy who spoke by the shirt. “You tell that fucker to come in here right now, or I swear to God I will put a bullet in your puny brain.”

Their eyes flutter to my pants, and the pocket in which I keep my gun. They know I’m not fucking playing around. I’m ready to lay waste to everything they hold dear. The Agostinis owe me everything.

The one on the right grabs his phone and dials Lucio’s number, so I let go of his friend and shove him back into his seat.

When Lucio finally picks up, he yells, “What?”

“Did you forget our deal?” My growl booms through the room.

“I’m coming, don’t fucking sweat it.”

“You have one minute, or I’ll put a bullet in both of your men.” I pick up my glass, and I waltz out the door, slamming it shut behind me.

Those two can stay there for all I care. I will be there when Lucio finally grows the balls to show up. He knows better than to taunt the beast.

I walk to the balcony at the far end of the club and look out at the city beyond while I take another sip of my bourbon. The peace and quiet here is a breath of fresh air, calming my roaring heart.

I don’t want to deal with those assholes, but killing them now would do nothing.

It wouldn’t solve my rage, it wouldn’t take away the fucking pain, and I want Lucio to suffer for what he did.

I nearly crush the glass in my hand.

Suddenly, a girl waltzes out of the dance floor and onto the balcony, sniffing loudly. In a fit of rage, she rips an expensive pearl necklace off her neck and chucks it over the balcony while screaming out loud.

Her blond hair flutters in the wind, gorgeous blue eyes clashing with mine, and my God, I am fucking obsessed already.

She stares at me in shock, almost as if she didn’t even realize I was here until it was too late.

What would possess her to throw the necklace? A necklace like that must have been expensive as hell.

“What are you looking at?” she barks.

A smile tugs at my lips.

Spicy … I like it.

But she doesn’t know who she’s talking to.

“Just admiring your rage,” I respond.

She sucks in a breath. “Oh.”

She sounds surprised.

I swirl my glass around and take another sip, while she stares out across the city with me.

“Is there a particular reason you threw those? I’d love to hear it.”

“It means nothing to me. It’s just a goddamn necklace,” she replies, hatred seeping into her voice.

My brow rises. “The man who gave it to you was not a man worthy of your attention.”

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Burn – Spine Ridge University Read Online Clarissa Wild http://www.ilovenovels.com/burn-spine-ridge-university-read-online-clarissa-wild Wed, 29 Oct 2025 22:14:49 +0000 http://www.ilovenovels.com/burn-spine-ridge-university-read-online-clarissa-wild Genre: Alpha Male, Dark, Mafia, Novella Authors: Clarissa Wild Advertisement

Total pages in book: 16
Estimated words: 15455 (not accurate)
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Thrown out onto the streets by her mother after a surprise pregnancy, Emilia's life has been full of hardship and turmoil. But when she's about to give up on life itself, a dangerously handsome stranger saves her from despair and brings her into his home to show her how to take back control ... And how to burn for him. BURN is dark mafia romance prelude novella to SICK BOYS. Contains disturbing content that might not be suitable for all readers

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1

Emilia

I stare at the stick lying on the sink in front of me, my body feeling numb to the core.

My pupils dilate, and my heart begins to throb in my chest.

It’s as if the walls of this grimy bathroom are caving in on me. Like the ground underneath my feet split open and threatens to devour me whole.

Two lines.

That’s all it takes to destroy my world.

What I thought was just a bloated feeling these past few weeks and nausea from eating some bad food turns out to be a whole different kind of thing. A child … growing inside me.

I plant my hand against my belly and touch my skin, suddenly feeling cold to the bone. I gaze up at the girl in the mirror, the girl whose eyes fill with tears.

This wasn’t supposed to happen.

It was just supposed to be a one-time thing.

I’m only nineteen. How am I supposed to raise a child?

“Emilia! Get down here. Dinner’s ready,” my mom’s shrill voice pulls me from my thoughts.

I swallow and rub away the tears, trying not to think about the human growing inside me while I turn and make my way downstairs.

My mother is already sitting at the table, throwing sloppy, hastily made stew into a bowl before she sits down to eat without waiting for me.

She gazes up when I quietly sit down and grab the spoon.

“Kinda late, don’t you think?” she says.

“Sorry,” I mutter, my voice mousy. Quiet. Like I’m supposed to be around her.

“You’d better be grateful for that food,” she growls, slurping the stew like it’s her last meal.

I nod as I pour some into a bowl. “I am. Thank you.”

She gazes up at me again, her eyes searching my face like she’s trying to find the lie.

“Your face is red,” she mutters.

I stop and look down at the stew, which smells so nice even though I know she can’t cook. Any food is better than none.

“Have you been crying?” she asks with a condescending tone.

“No, no,” I say, laughing it off. “The water was just hot.”

She puts down her spoon and stares at me. “You have been crying.”

I don’t know what to say. “I … I…”

She slams her fist onto the table, and I jolt up and down in my seat. “Don’t lie to me!” She points at me like I’m a criminal in need of punishment. “I see the tearstains on your face.”

She pauses, waiting for me to give her a reason, but I don’t want to give them to her.

“Tell me why,” she says through gritted teeth. “Is it because of that fucker Dean?”

I quickly shake my head.

“You know it’s thanks to him we have food on the table right now,” she adds, taking another bite with her spoon.

I clutch myself, staring at the food. “I know.”

“No, I don’t think you do. You’re crying your eyes up there, and for what? It’s not like he’s going to see those tears.” She takes another big bite. “What do you even want? You want a hug? You know they don’t fix anything.”

“I’m fine,” I say, rubbing my belly with my hand.

“I give you food. Clothes. A roof over your head,” she mutters. “It’s about time you showed a little g—”

Suddenly, she stops eating. Her eyes travel down to my hands.

And it’s as if the blood leaves her skin.

Oh God.

She stands.

I do too.

We stare at each other for a moment. Then she rushes upstairs before I can.

“No! Mom, wait!” I scream as I try to catch up with her.

Too late. She’s already opened the bathroom door and ran inside faster than I could chase her upstairs. Her hand clutches the stick, almost breaking it in two as she glares at me, her eyes almost spewing fire.

“You’re pregnant?!”

“I only just found out,” I mutter.

“I don’t fucking care!” she screams. “I told you not to get pregnant!” She throws the stick at me. “What are we supposed to do now, huh?”

“I don’t know,” I say, tears welling up in my eyes.

“You’re going to cost me everything I ever worked for!” Her face turns red from the screaming.

Redder than mine ever was, despite crying my eyes out only moments ago.

“A baby? Really?” she says. “You think I have the money to feed another one?”

“Can’t you help me?” I ask. “We can think of something, right?”

“Help?” she screeches, shaking her head. “I’ve helped you so goddamn much already.” She picks up a piece of my clothing and throws it at me. “Every fucking time you fuck up, I have to clean up the mess.”

“Mom…”

“No, I’m done,” she yells, picking up more dirty pieces and throwing them all at me. “I’m done helping you, I’m done with teaching you, I’m done with everything!”

“Please.” My whole body is shaking. “Don’t do this.”

“Get out,” she says, her low tone completely devoid of any emotion.

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Men Who Yearn Read Online Clarissa Wild http://www.ilovenovels.com/men-who-yearn-read-online-clarissa-wild Wed, 29 Oct 2025 22:14:47 +0000 http://www.ilovenovels.com/men-who-yearn-read-online-clarissa-wild Genre: Alpha Male, Dark, Erotic, New Adult, Novella Authors: Clarissa Wild Advertisement

Total pages in book: 9
Estimated words: 7999 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 40(@200wpm)___ 32(@250wpm)___ 27(@300wpm)

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For years he watched.
Diligently.
Dutifully.
Starving for her touch.
Never once did he cross the line...
Until she made him beg.

MEN WHO YEARN is a dark romance prelude SHORT STORY to BOYS WHO HUNT. Contains disturbing content that might not be suitable for all readers

*************FULL BOOK START HERE*************

Chapter 1

Year 4 – Spine Ridge University

Kayla

Every bite I take out of my sandwich becomes harder and harder to swallow because of those eyes. Those damn dark brown eyes that look up from a laptop every other minute to take a very direct, intense glance at us.

At me.

Or at least, that’s what it feels like while I’m sitting here in the grass, trying to enjoy my lunch. It’s not often we all get to hang out together as a group. Though, it did take me a while to get used to the fact that Penelope and Crystal are going out with boys from the Skull and Serpent Society and the Tartarus House, where some of the most notorious boys on campus have made their home.

But not even them are as unnerving as the forty-year-old suited-up man with a chiseled jaw and a neatly shaven beard staring at us from a bench in the distance.

“Goddammit …” I murmur to myself, as I take another bite.

“What’s wrong?” Penelope asks.

“Nothing,” I say, swiftly swallowing it, not wanting to make a fuss when we’re finally together again.

Especially not while Felix is sitting across from me.

Because it’s most definitely his dad working on that bench.

“So … Felix …” I try to smile but it’s only returned with a snarl.

“What?” he growls.

Penelope shoves him with her elbow and it immediately makes him loose his murderous gaze. “Be nice, please.” She looks at me. “Go on. What’d you want to ask him? I promise he won’t bite.” She chuckles.

“At least not her,” Dylan muses, and Felix throws him a deathly glare.

Felix takes a big bite out of his sandwich, and I clear my throat to get rid of the awkward silence. “So, your father is the dean, right?”

“Unfortunately.”

“Don’t you find it odd? I mean, since he’s here every day, talking with other students when they don’t even know he’s your dad.”

He simply shrugs. “I don’t care.”

“As long as he lets us do whatever we want, why does it matter?” Dylan says, raising a brow.

“He’s very strict, even though you can’t see it,” Penelope says.

I frown. “Really?”

She nods. “He’s protective over his kids.”

“He actually threatened Lana’s boyfriends,” Crystal pitches in, and everyone looks at her. “She told me she had a tough time convincing him they were all right.”

“Not the least bit surprising to me,” Alistair says, folding his arms.

“Those fuckers don’t deserve her,” Felix says, making a fist.

“Felix, chill. Please.” Penelope rolls her eyes. “It’s Lana’s choice, not yours.”

“Well, it’s good that your father cares so much about you and Lana,” I say, and I glance at him while he types away on his laptop. I wonder what’s so important that it couldn’t wait until he got back into his office. This must be break-time for him too.

“He’s watching us, isn’t he?” Felix grumbles.

I tentatively nod. “Can’t tell for sure, but I think so.”

Felix sighs out loud. “For fuck’s sake, he really doesn’t have a fucking life.”

“What do you mean?” I ask.

“Work means everything for Mr. Rivera,” Penelope explains. “It’s just … the way he is.”

“Bullshit,” Felix says. “He just doesn’t have anything else that’s interesting enough.”

I tilt my head, brows furrowed. “What do you mean … have?”

“Hobbies. Fun …” Dylan’s brows wriggle. “A girlfriend.”

Felix rolls up the wrapper of his sandwich and chucks it at Dylan. “Shut the fuck up.” But all Dylan does is laugh hysterically.

“It can’t be that bad, right?” Crystal asks.

“Oh, it is,” Alistair mumbles from the corner, avoiding Felix’ gaze as if he’s afraid of swift vengeance in the form of a half-finished sandwich smacking into his cheeks.

I take another glance at Mr. Rivera, the sunlight casting an eerie shadow on the pavement beneath him. But when he glances up from his work again, the unease that stirs in my stomach only grows wilder.

***

Days later

I put my laptop on the study desk in the library and throw my bag on the floor, breathing out a sigh from all the homework I still have to do for the finals. But when I come back up to open up my laptop, there’s a guy a few feet away from me that I really don’t want to see.

“Motherf…” I mutter to myself as he struts towards me with those hungry eyes. “Johnny, I’m not interested. Give it a fucking rest.”

“Girl, let me buy you a drink. Please. Just one drink. One.”

I raise a brow and lower my laptop screen. “No.”

“Oh, c’mon. It’s just a drink. Why not?”

“Do you know these two fucking letters? N. O? Learn ‘em.”

I roll my eyes and open up my laptop right in his face so I don’t have to look at it anymore.

“Hey.” Suddenly, he grips my screen. Too tightly. “I’ve been nothing but nice to you, and yet you’re being nothing but a—”

“A what?” My eyes rise to meet his in disdain. “Say it. Fucking say it … Bitch.”

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Total pages in book: 181
Estimated words: 181613 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 908(@200wpm)___ 726(@250wpm)___ 605(@300wpm)

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Hating them has never felt so sinful …

My half sister died at the hands of a friend, and I vowed to make him pay.
In the midst of a brewing war between two rival families, the mysterious and friendly Grey Westbrook sweeps me off my feet when I need it the most.
However, my childhood friend Levi Torres—now an obsessive, vicious boy—has made it his mission to erase him from my life.
His arrogant and hedonistic cousin Apollo Torres offers protection against Levi's wrath if I agree to all his filthy demands. But Levi and Apollo aren't my only problems …
A ghost of the past is hunting me, promising sweet vengeance, and the temptation is too big to resist.
My body is ravished and ruined, and I don’t want the depravity to stop, even if my stalker is someone I know.
Three jealous, insatiable boys who were there that night still fight to own me … Betray me.
One is a killer.
One is a sinner.
One is a big, fat liar.
And I will expose them all

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PROLOGUE

Aspen

“I gave you the chance to fight, and you wasted it all … Now, I’ll lay waste to you.”

His fingers latch around my throat as he forces me to look at him.

Levi. My friend. My lover. My sworn enemy.

One of three vicious boys obsessed with the thought of owning me.

Apollo and Grey each grasp a wrist and pin it to the bed, shackling me in place.

The fire in my heart still rages on and on.

I was supposed to kill my sister’s murderer.

And they were supposed to help me.

Instead, they lied, cheated, and betrayed me, and I led myself right into the palm of their hands.

Willingly.

Over and over again … until my mind and body lay in ruin.

Levi’s fingers dig into my skin, and my eyes slowly roll back into my head as he plunges in, while Grey and Apollo play with me until my entire body quakes and my mind floats off into the nether along with my morals.

“But you don’t mind, do you?” Levi says, a filthy smirk spreading beneath his mask. “Because you like being choked until you're gasping for breath. You like being chased until your legs give out and you’re forced to kneel. You like it when I force out the moans, and you like it when you’ve turned into nothing but a good little slut for us to use.”

Theirs.

That’s what I’ve always been, even when I couldn’t see it through the anger and the deceit.

My body burns from their touch, and every depraved kiss pulls me further into their claws until there’s no way back.

No way back from the corruption that slowly taints my soul.

“You’ve destroyed me in the best way possible,” Grey says, planting kisses all over my body.

Their moans disintegrate the only resistance I had left, their need all-consuming.

And they know.

Levi pulls out, only to lean in and whisper, “Go on … beg.”

I don’t even have to think about it. “Please …”

The devilish grin on his face makes my heart flutter despite the hatred still coiled around my heart.

Apollo smirks as he circles the pad of his thumb around my most sensitive area. “Then take it like a good girl and moan for us.”

Craving these Phantom boys is the worst thing I could’ve ever done, and I never imagined hate could ever feel so fucking good …

That I would need to be yearned so badly it broke me …

To be yearned so badly that it broke them.

CHAPTER 1

Levi

The cliffs beneath me run steep, the rocks down below promising imminent death.

That’s exactly why we’re here.

I didn’t just want to camp out with the guys in the woods far above Lake Verity at the top of the mountain for the fun of it. I wanted everyone to face their fucking fears and jump into the abyss with me.

I turn my head to find the girl who has been the bane of my existence and the sole reason I’m here.

Look at me. Look at me. Look. At. Me!

Her eyes find mine in the thick of night, like a moth summoned to a flame.

It’s never going to be enough.

One breath. In and out. That’s all I need to know that she saw me.

I blink once, tighten my muscles, and make the jump. Down, down, down the cliff to the water below.

My jump is meticulous, my angle calculated, my gaze fixated.

Not on the sea beyond, but her eyes.

God, those ocean eyes will be my undoing one day. And I would rather risk drowning in the water beneath my fingertips than forever submersing myself in the limbo she banished me to.

Behind me, cheers of my friends and family erupt.

“Whooo!” Apollo, my cousin, screams into the void.

Mavis and Cecelia clap, but I ignore the sound.

The sea is as cold as ice as my entire body is submerged, and as the water fills my ears, I close my eyes and focus on my heartbeat.

Here, there are no rules, no time, no eyes to judge me.

Nothing … except me and the thought of absolute ruin.

The ruin … of her.

Fuck.

Aspen Caruso…

I would kill for you.

Aspen

Later that night

Nothing burns as brightly as the set of deep brown eyes staring right back at me through the flames.

Flickers of fire flutter into the air above, casting an eerie shadow over the ground as my gaze follows the burned-out wood chips, the thick smoke making it hard to breathe.

I cough and look away, desperate to maintain the gentle equilibrium in my heart, but the pang is almost immediate. The boy with the scorpion tattoo is seared into my mind like a scar on my vision. Levi Torres. His middle-parted fringe falls over his gleaming eyes as he leans over to grab a new marshmallow for his stick. Even when I’m not looking at him, I can still feel his penetrating gaze on my skin, coaxing out the rapid heartbeats.

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Total pages in book: 169
Estimated words: 167671 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 838(@200wpm)___ 671(@250wpm)___ 559(@300wpm)

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They swore I would fall for their depravity, and I told myself I could resist…
I lied.

Stealing from the three most infamous, cold-hearted devils of the Skull and Serpent Society was risky, but I needed it more than them. I had only one goal in mind—to survive.

Running away is what I do best. But nothing makes my heart beat faster than being hunted by Silas Rivera, Heath Preston, and Max Fletcher. They're out of their minds insane, and they love nothing more than a wicked chase.

I robbed them of everything they cared for, and in turn they set their inner demons loose on me.
To atone for my sin, I must become theirs.

Their depraved games and twisted demands are slowly warping my mind until all that's left is the unhinged desire for more.
More of their filth.
More of their murderous habits.
Until I'm willing to lay down my soul...
And I manage to steal the one thing they never wanted to give—their hearts.

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MUSIC PLAYLIST

Can also be listened to via the Youtube Playlist.

“Sovereign” by Playboi Carti (The Lich Speech)

“Redrum” by Savage 21 (Slowed & Reverb to perfection)

“Cinderella” by Limi (sped up)

“She knows” by Ne-Yo Remix & “You got that ahhh” (Sped up)

“Farben” by Orange Sector (Slowed Tiktok Version)

“Aim To Kill” Jade Lemac (Slowed & Reverb)

“Charisma” by Jann (Speed up)

“Gladiator” by Jann

“The Rizzness” by Taemin

“Feel Like God” NIKKO x Kiraw

“XTC” Kiraw

“God Mode” by Kiraw

“Vendetta” by Unsecret ft. Krigarè

“BURN” by Jake Daniels

“Skins” DPR IAN

“Vulgar Freak” by Paperpiece

“If you think I’m pretty” by Artemas

“Government Hooker” (D00dnik Remix) by Lady Gaga (Slowed & Reverb)

“Sexyback” by Justin Timberlake (Slowed & Reverb)

“Bad Side” Jake Daniels (Slowed & Reverb)

“Rich Boy” by Payton (Slowed & Reverb)

“Novinho Depressivo” by Mc Lullu (Leo Motoko Remix)

“Kute” by Techno Killa (Slowed & Reverb)

“Mount Everest” by Labyrinth (Slowed & Reverb)

“Let The World Burn” Chris Grey (Slowed & Reverb)

“Psycho” Andre Winter (Sped up)

“In The Shadows You'll Hear My Voice” by KIRRA47 & LXNTIL

“Dead Space” by HAARPER ft. Ramirez

“Grand Coup, Version 2 (Sped Up) by F.B.DGC

“Infected” by Sickick (Slowed & Reverb)

“Loveseat No One Else” by Chris Brown & Rihanna (A JAYBeatz Mashup)

“Love You Like Me” by William Singe (Sped Up)

“I’m Yours” by Isabel LaRosa (Slowed & Reverb)

“Human” Anavae

“Yummi” by Ayesha (Righteous remix)

PROLOGUE

Ivy

“Where do you want your next cut, little thief?” Silas asks as the blade points at my chest, his purge mask haunting me.

Heath hovers over my face, his mask glowing in the dark, as he trails his finger down my body until he’s right beneath my sternum. “Here?”

I shake my head.

Silas smiles as he points it at my legs. “No. Here …”

I gasp when the edge pierces my skin only briefly, causing one droplet of blood to cascade. He groans and leans over to lick it straight off my skin, and the hum that follows creates chills all over my body.

“Devilish little vixen,” Silas whispers.

My brain has floated off into the unknown. Sweet, sweet nirvana … beyond destruction.

I still feel the burn on my skin right where he carved me… still feel the arousal building in my body with the need for more. More insanity.

“You love this, don’t you?” Max says, spreading my legs apart.

I nod.

Even though I know these boys are wrong for me.

They’re beyond filthy and out of their minds insane.

But I still want them anyway.

I was a runner, an escapee, fleeing from my past, fleeing from the present.

I ran so fast my legs could barely carry me until they started chasing me … and carried me instead.

They caught my body and used it as they saw fit, chaining my heart and soul to their unhinged ways. I’ve fallen into their dark pit of desires and don’t want to crawl back out. Not even if it kills me.

Heath slowly zips down above me. “Who do you belong to?”

“You. All of you,” I murmur.

“Then you’re going to be a good little thief and beg for us,” Heath groans.

My entire body shivers as both he and Max touch me everywhere, hands creeping underneath my blouse, into my pants, all over my body.

They’ve distorted my mind beyond comprehension and wrecked my heart until all it wanted was the taste of the hedonistic freedom they offered me.

And I realize now I’m not the only thief. I never was.

These boys have seized all the dark fragments of my soul, and I never want them back.

A devious grin spreads on Silas’s lips as he crawls on top of me, hovering dangerously close, and he sucks in a breath. “God, you smell so good when you’re scared, my pretty little thief,” he whispers into my ear, his tongue darting out to lick the rim. “Now run.”

CHAPTER 1

Ivy

Nothing is more priceless than the smug faces of rich boys who think they’re untouchable … just before I’ve robbed them.

I walk around through the dark, wood-paneled halls of the Skull and Serpent Society, amazed at the wealth on display. Century-old paintings and extravagant statues are covered in drinks and food while masked people dance away to the loud music blasting across the giant mansion, believing they’ll stay anonymous. Safe.

But what draws my attention the most are three boys on the expensive leather couch in the back of the common room, drinking liquor straight from the bottle, all wearing LED purge masks that strike terror into the hearts of anyone who even dares to glance at them.

I’ve been at Spine Ridge University long enough to know exactly who to avoid.

These boys are at the top of my list.

The one on the left—a tall, muscular guy with a piercing in his lip and brow and tattoos all over—casually leans back into the couch as he takes a whiff of his cigarette right through the mask, his painted brown, medium-length hair loosely tucked into a bun, along with those black ear tunnels giving away who he is—Heath Preston, a notorious heartbreaker of Spine Ridge University, and the eldest of the three.

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They think they’re gods, but I will bring them to their knees.

All I’ve ever known is how to be a good girl.
My father called me his little jewel. I was the promise of a better life for us all.
So I studied hard and treated everyone kindly, just like he’d taught me.
Until I witnessed three vile boys kill.
Ares, Caleb, and Blaine from the Tartarus House at Spine Ridge University. Devilish, hedonistic, ruthless guys determined to break me. They’re self-proclaimed gods of their own purgatory, and they won’t rest until I’ve been silenced.
Their wicked games drive me insane. What they crave is my submission on a silver platter.
And when they threaten my mother’s life, I finally agree to let them own me.
Their filth is overpowering, and my body is corrupted in every way possible.
Debauchery is what they’re good at, burning every inch of my soul until there’s nothing left but hatred for how good they make it feel … hatred for how badly they make me yearn them.
But I will use this hatred against them…
Turn it into a weapon of vengeance…
Make even Gods kneel.

*************FULL BOOK START HERE*************

PLAYLIST

You can listen to the entire playlist on Youtube.

“Smells like Teen Spirit” by Saint Mesa

“God” by Jake Daniels (Slowed & Reverb)

“Love You like Me” by William Singe (Sped up)

“Haunted” by Isabel LaRosa (Slowed & Reverb)

“Eyes Don’t Lie” by Isabel LaRosa (Slowed &Reverb)

“I’m Her” by Natalie Jane (Slowed & Reverb)

“Play with Fire” by Sam Tinnesz ft. Yacht Money (Slowed & Reverb)

“Gasolina” by Cryjaxx & the Fifthguys (Slowed & Reverb)

“Beast” by Mia Martina ft. Waka Flocka (Slowed &Reverb)

“Maneater” by Nelly Furtado (Slowed & Reverb)

“U” by Jarico (Slowed & Reverb)

“Taste” by Ari Abdul (Slowed & Reverb)

“One Breath around the World” by Guillaume Ferran

“Nightmares” by Skyfall Beats (Slowed & Reverb)

“Poem of a Killer” by WE ARE FURY (with Elijah Cruise)

“Devil in Disguise” by Christopher James & Dececio Vance Westlake & Charlotte Eve Matthews

“Never Satisfied” by CORPSE

“Looking at the Devil” by Seibold ft. Neutopia

“Buttons” The Pu$$y Cat Dolls (Slowed & Reverb)

“Bad Girls” by M.I.A. (Slowed & Reverb)

“Freak like Me” by Night Club (Slowed & Reverb)

“Under the Influence” by (Slowed & Reverb)

“Beautiful Liar” by Beyoncé & Shakira (Slowed & Reverb)

“Kute” by Techno Killa (Slowed & Reverb)

“GODZILLA!” by SXMPRA

“Obsessed” by Zandros ft. Limi

“Skins” by The Haunting

“Horns” by Bryce Fox

“Femme Fatale” by Amanati

“Goddess” by Jaira Burns

“Flashbacks” by CRASPORE

“Treat Me like a Slut” by Kim Petras

“Calm Down” by Krewella (Slowed & Reverb)

“PIECES” by Elley Duhé

“MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT” by Elley Duhé

“Flare” by Hennson (Slowed & Reverb)

“Huh!” by Xanakin Skywok (Slowed & Reverb)

“wtf?!” – Sadfriendd x Kordhell

“MURDER FUNK” by Kiraw x Ichiro

“After Dark x Sweater Weather” by The Neighbourhood x Mr.Kitty (slowed to perfection)

PROLOGUE

Crystal

“You will take all of me, every piercing and every throbbing inch,” Ares groans, slowly lowering me onto his length. “And when I am done with you, they will have their way with you.”

I glance down at Caleb and Blaine, as their two tongues roll around us both, their fingers flicking across my most sensitive spots.

But it is Ares’s grip on my body that turns me meek.

“Everyone will see, and everyone will know what a filthy girl you are,” Ares whispers. “And you will do it all for me.”

I can’t think, can’t even breathe as these boys, these killers, drive me to the edge of insanity.

Each touch, each kiss, each thrust makes me stray further and further into their depraved claws.

“Because you’re my fucking good girl, aren’t you?” Ares murmurs as he sinks deeper into me until my entire body begins to shiver. “Say it.”

Even if I denied it, I know deep down in my heart it’s true.

I never imagined I would willingly give myself to killers like them. These boys have corrupted every inch of my heart until nothing but sweet, delicious hatred was left.

Hatred for how badly I want them to own me.

So let it fucking flow.

“I’m your good girl.”

I can feel him smile against my ear as my eyes nearly roll into the back of my head. “Now let your God take you to purgatory.”

Someday, they will know my wrath.

Even if I want to beg them to use me, even if I crave nothing more than their fingers on my slit while being denied over and over, even when I come so hard I can feel myself ascending into heaven … hatred is the only thing I’ll carry with me.

To the end.

CRYSTAL

The roses on the bushes next to me shimmer in the eerie lights dancing in the sky above. The dew drops on their leaves fall to the ground as I walk through the maze, wondering why my heart pounds like I’m slowly headed toward death.

Electric lanterns are all I have to light my path, but the music guides my way through the maze as I focus on the noise.

When I make a left turn, a ton of people dance in a small courtyard in the middle of the maze. People are strewn all across the path, leading up to a gloomy-looking house almost entwined with nature. The branches of several invasive trees almost run through the building, and the roof is so pointy it makes me want to shiver. If evil built a house, that’s what I’d imagine it would look like.

Suddenly, someone’s hands lock onto my shoulders from behind. “Crystal! You made it!”

Just as I spin around in my heels, Kayla hugs me tight.

“It’s so dark and gloomy here,” I say.

“I know! Isn’t it perfect?” She’s glowing right now.

I look around at the decorated trees and bushes, the expensive outdoor furniture all across the courtyard, and the food, which looks like it was made by a Michelin-star restaurant.

“They’ve poured in a lot of work,” I say.

“Tartarus always throws extravagant parties. Or so I’ve been told. I’ve never actually been invited to one … up till now.” She squeals with excitement.

“How did we even get an invite to this party?” I ask.

Suddenly, Penelope throws her arms around my shoulders. “Perks of having friends in high places.”

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Estimated words: 176345 (not accurate)
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I was hellbent on making them pay. Instead, they bent and twisted me.

I am the golden child, the one who’s supposed to be perfect.
During the day I attend Spine Ridge University as my father wishes, but when darkness falls I put on my mask to hunt criminals and destroy them.

Until one night when I come face to face with three evil boys …
Kai, Nathan, and Milo from the Phantom Society. Secretive, violent, dirty guys who promise to expose my vigilante justice and put my dangerous side-job in the limelight.

They’ll show the world how savage I truly am … unless I let them have their way with me.
My body bartered for their silence … And I say yes.

They’re shameless in claiming me, not even my dignity is spared.
With their devious games they make me question my sanity.
Worst of all … I’m beginning to love every inch of their corruption.

Until it’s no longer just bodies against bodies, but four hearts beating in sync.
But if I’m really going to go down this path to hell …
I’m taking those devils with me.

*************FULL BOOK START HERE*************

MUSIC PLAYLIST

You can listen to all the songs used to write this book on the Youtube Playlist.

“Taste Of You” by Rezz ft. Dove Cameron (Slowed & Reverb)

“Villain” by Kim Petras ft. Madison Beer (Slowed & Reverb)

“Death Lotto” by ovg! & Grioten & Sadfriendd

“Clutch” by Strlght (Slowed & Reverb)

“Sticks And Stones” by Cjbeards (Slowed & Reverb)

“I Chose Violence” by Jake Hill

“Satin Black” by Jake Hill

“Vendetta!” by Sadfriendd (prod. Mupp)

“Sick Bitch” by lsdxoxo (Luminosity & Antotek & Quadral23 remix) (Slowed & Reverb)

“Treat Me Like A Slut” by Kim Petras (Slowed & Reverb)

“Immortal” by Stileto & Silent Child (Slowed & Reverb)

“Nico Nii” by Leo Motoko (Slowed & Reverb)

“Xff Dream” by Hxvrmxn (Slowed & Reverb)

“Assassin” by Au/Ra (Slowed & Reverb)

“The Death Of Piece Of Mind” by Bad Omens (Slowed & Reverb)

“Kiss The Night” by Twoxi Poletay (Slowed & Reverb)

“Money” by 6sixsix & sinister (Slowed & Reverb)

“Inside” by chuddnelius (Slowed & Reverb)

“Moondeity” by neon blade (Slowed & Reverb)

“MURDER IN MY MIND” by Kordhell

“Who’s your daddy” by Benny Benassi (slowed & reverb)

“Infected” By Sickick (Slowed & Reverb)

“Mount Everest” by Labrinth (Slowed & Reverb)

“Government Hooker” by Lady Gaga (D00nik remix) (Sped up & Reverb)

“Waste” by KXLLSWXTCH

“Never Break” by Ethan Ross

“Half Remembered Dream” by Aaryan Shah (Slowed & Reverb)

“Inside” by Chuddnelius (Slowed & Reverb)

“Sweet Karma” by Besomorph ft. Adam Woods (Slowed & Reverb)

“Babydoll” by Ari Abdul (Slowed & Reverb)

“Girlfriend” Trevor Something (Slowed & Reverb)

“RunRunRun” by Dutch Melrose

DEDICATION

To all the book sluts who go feral over masked strangers that fuck like they kill …

I got you.

PROLOGUE

Lana

“Look at me,” he says, gripping my chin. “Look at the man who owns this fucking pussy.”

His pierced shaft stretches me, pushing me to my limits while his fingers slowly tighten around my neck. I can’t breathe. I can’t fucking breathe. And through all of that … my pussy throbs with a need I’ve never felt before.

A need only they manage to coax out of me.

Kai Torres, Nathan Reed, Milo Fletcher.

Names I was told were forbidden, unspeakable.

Names I would soon moan from my lips.

Nathan and Milo each grasp a breast, twisting my nipples until I squeal, the sound making their cocks throb in their hands. And all it does is make me want to beg.

These boys from the Phantom Society have tainted me beyond repair.

I’m a fighter, but I’m defenseless against their obsession.

“Yes, give me everything,” Kai groans, burying himself inside me to the hilt. “Even your fucking breath.”

But I couldn’t possibly give something I no longer possess.

Because all I am, all I’ve ever been …

Was always theirs for the taking.

LANA

I stare at the list of names hastily scribbled on the paper Felix stuffs into my hand.

“I don’t want you hanging out with any of these people. Got it?” he says, staring me down. “You’ve been here a couple of months now, so I hope for your sake you haven’t talked to any of them.”

My eyes transfix on the names.

At the top in bold are two names, Nathan Reed and Kai Torres, and beneath that, practically all the guys from the same fraternity … Phantom Society.

“I don’t even know who these people are,” I mutter, annoyed he’s making my life more difficult, as usual.

“Good, keep it that way,” he says, stuffing his hands into his pocket.

I lower the paper and raise my brow at him. “You for real?”

He squints. “It’s your first real fucking year here, and you don’t know this university like I do. Those fucking Phantoms can’t be trusted.”

“Why?” I ask.

Felix’s eyes narrow. “Doesn’t matter. Don’t even think about them.” He looks around the campus at the people walking and sitting in the grass, nervously biting the inside of his cheek. His eyes settle on three boys smoking near the fountain.

One of them hides his face beneath a black hoodie like he doesn’t want to be spotted, dark streaks of wavy hair peeking out, and both hands stuck in pockets of his track pants. Tattoos can be seen under his sleeves.

Another one with light blond hair and a side sweep, along with sharp, piercing blue eyes, has his hand tightly tucked into his expensive jeans like he’s clutching a knife. A bunch of tattoos peeks out from underneath the white shirt covered by a leather jacket.

The third is tall and thin but muscular looking in a lean way, with short red-dyed hair in a side part. He’s wearing an actual white button-up shirt and tie. How odd. His thin lips crack a mischievous smile as he toys with the end of his tie.

All of them stare at Felix.

Or us both.

I can’t tell.

“You don’t know who else is listening,” Felix grits.

I laugh. “Oh please. Like anyone cares.”

He makes a big fuss out of everything. Dad already said he had enough of all the fighting on this campus. And now that he’s taken over this school as dean, I don’t see a reason Felix should continue to be so vigilant, especially regarding me.

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Estimated words: 178117 (not accurate)
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I didn’t believe them when they said they would corrupt me.
I was wrong. So wrong.
The night my sister died, a piece of me died with her, so I made a vow.
I’m going to enroll at Spine Ridge University just like her, find the person responsible … and make them pay.
Until I meet three sick boys of the Skull & Serpent Society: Felix, Dylan, Alistair. Rude, heartless, vicious guys who are obsessed with making me regret I ever stepped foot on campus.
They make me a deal: My body in exchange for a glimpse at their violence.
Refusing them is impossible, denying them is insane.
They’re rough, greedy, and every second with them is filled with depravity.
Their venom is jabbed straight into my heart and I’m sucked into their world.
All for the sake of revenge.
Until it becomes something more.
Something priceless.
Something all four of us would kill for.

*************FULL BOOK START HERE*************

MUSIC PLAYLIST

Can also be listened to via the Youtube Playlist.

“Sick Thoughts” by Lewis Blissett (Slowed & Reverb)

“Drop It Like It’s Hot!” by HAARPER

“RAVE” by Dxrk

“Burn” by 2ZWEI & Edda Hayes

“Born Alone, Die Alone” by Madalen Duke

“Shameless” by Camilla Cabello (Slowed & Reverb)

“Darkside” by Neoni (Slowed & Reverb)

“Rich Boy” by Payton (Slowed & Reverb)

“Beautiful is Boring” by Bones UK (Slowed & Reverb)

“Bones (Tommy Braun Remix)” by Timberlake Feat. Juicy J (Slowed & Reverb)

“Boyfriend” by Dove Cameron (Slowed & Reverb)

“Scopin” by Kordhell (Slowed & Reverb)

“Creep” by Jake Daniels

“Sahara” Hensonn

“Kream” by Iggy Azalea ft. Tyga

“Unholy” by Sam Smith & Kim Petras (Slowed & Reverb)

“BLKKK SKIN HEAD” by Kanye West

“Paka Hoka” by Sinny & 7vvch

“Own Me” by Büllow (Slowed & Reverb)

“Techno Killa” by Kute (Slowed & Reverb)

“Lifewaster” by CORPSE

“Lost” by CRIM3S

“MISA MISA!” by CORPSE x Scarlxrd x Kordhell (Slowed & Reverb)

“Mount Everest” by Labrinth

“Oxytocin” by Billie Eilish

“WHERE ARE THEY NOW???” by Emily Jeffri

“Girlfriend” by Trevor Something (Slowed & Reverb)

“Start A Riot” by Duckwrth ft. Shaboozey

“Die For You” by Valorant ft. Grabbitz (Slowed & Reverb)

“I’m Yours” by Isabel Larosa (Slowed & Reverb)

All my little sicko sluts who want

to be spit-roasted…

This is for you.

PROLOGUE

Penelope

“You belong to us.”

His voice is heady, dark.

Just like his soul.

Pure depravity seeping into my veins, consuming me whole.

He stares into my eyes, the obsessive greed flowing through me unrecognizable. I want this man more than I need oxygen to breathe.

But I wasn’t prepared for wanting them as well.

Dylan Caruso and Alistair King, friends of Felix Rivera … the guy whose fingers are coiled around my neck right now.

His thumb pushes my lips apart, and he slides his fingers inside, across my tongue, swiveling back and forth as his two friends double-team my holes until my eyes roll into the back of my head.

Moans fill the room, a mixture of all four of us.

Coiled. Twisted.

Nasty.

Delicious.

I can’t get enough, even when it stings and hurts like hell.

Felix leans in, his fingers still deep inside my mouth. “Now say it,” Felix whispers. “Say you’re our whore.”

Not even a second passes before I speak the words I thought I’d never say out loud. “I’m your whore.”

Felix’s sinister laugh fills this grimy bathroom.

At first I hated it, but now? Now I want to laugh with him.

I didn’t believe him when he said he would taint me.

I was wrong.

So wrong.

I never begged anyone to take me before.

Until I met them.

These dangerous boys of the Skull & Serpent Society slithered into my life, injecting their toxic venom straight into my blood.

And I let them.

Willingly.

Knowing I would spiral.

Until nothing was left but corruption.

PENELOPE

In their eyes, I see death.

The famous boys of the Skull & Serpent Society sit on a makeshift throne of chopped wood stacked high in front of the bonfire in the middle of the woods.

Dylan Caruso, the one in all black with silvery-white hair and black roots, rings and tattoos all over his hands, seductive hooded eyes covered in kohl, and a killer smile, flicks a lighter on and off.

Alistair King sits next to him in his black netted outfit covered in thick jewelry, his curly, light-brown hair softly swishing in the wind, and a devilish smirk on his pale face as he looks down at the girls.

But worst of all is Felix Rivera … a brown-haired guy with a face so sharply cut and intense sanpaku hazel eyes so deeply sunken in that it does honor to his society’s name.

Not a pretty boy, but a chilling boy.

And definitely not one you’d want to cross paths with.

Around those boys, several other students and society members hang on their lips, listening to their wicked stories of blood and mayhem.

It could be lies. Or it could all be the truth.

No one will ever know.

They make sure of that.

Or so I’ve been told by my sister.

The mossy ground contains alcohol and drugs scattered everywhere. People smoke pot and cigarettes, and mix different kinds of alcohol, while some go crazy on the music, dancing like they’re summoning an old God.

Beyond the main area, some people huddle close to the trees, smooching. I spot a hint of skin, and moans erupt from the area. Clearly, people are fucking around, and I’m not about to find out.

I walk through the party searching for my sister, keeping my head down, but I can’t find her. Panic begins to build. “Eve, are you here?”

I yell out her name again and again.

No response.

All I hear is the crispy fire and the loud music blasting into my ears from the speakers atop the wooden tables. The distraction is too much, but I won’t give up. I know she’s here somewhere.

I check my phone again, reading her text for the fiftieth time.

I can’t do it anymore, sis. Please don’t be mad at me. I’ve done everything I could and more. It’s never going to be enough. And I refuse to go through life … broken. Split in half by a decision that wasn’t mine to make.

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I thought I could escape the Beast … but he already devoured my heart.
When the Beast took me and dragged me back to his cell, I thought my life was over.
In the darkness, he watched me.
Yearned for me.
Tasted me.
He loved my scars, called me a beauty …
Made me irrevocably his.
Until his owner finally let him out …
And his final task was to destroy my father.
The only thing that stood between them was me.
Faced with an impossible choice, I run.
But even the beauty can’t escape the claws of the Beast.

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MUSIC PLAYLIST

“Run For Your Life” by Black Red Gold

“Afraid” by The Neighbourhood

“Take Me Apart” by SYML

“I Follow” by Hidden Citizens feat. Katie Herzig

“Start A Riot” by BEGINNERS & Night Panda

“How Villains Are Made” by Madalen Duke

“Lord It’s A Feeling” by London Grammar

“Black” by The Soft Moon

“Cool For Chaos” by Nostalghia

“Little White Moments” by Nostalghia

“Don‘t Dwell [slowed]” by Barnacle Boi

“D r i v e F o r e v e r” by Nightshift TV

“Mount Everest” by Labrinth

“Forever” by Labrinth

“Savage (Bitmastr remix)” by Bahari

“The First I Love You” by Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein

“In The Woods Somewhere” by Hozier

“Savage (bitmastr remix)” by Bahari

“The Unknown” by Dirty South

“Take Me Apart” by SYML

CHAPTER 1

Aurora

In my purple dress, I run as hard as I can without looking back.

Into the darkness, into my biggest fear.

Complete and utter loneliness.

Even though tears run freely across my cheeks and my legs quake from the adrenaline, I keep going, far beyond the doors to the warehouse, across the pier, and into a narrow alley. I zigzag between the buildings. Ignoring the pain in my feet and muscles, I keep going, past all the warehouses, until I finally reach a road.

Pausing, I take a huge breath while bent over with my hands on my knees.

I gaze down at the pavement and at the salty droplets that slowly begin to cover it. Each one of those specks is a scream swallowed back down.

Don’t break down. Not yet.

I blow out a big breath and continue running, pushing back the sting of regret.

I have to keep going.

For him.

“Aurora.”

A familiar voice suddenly makes me stop and almost tumble forward.

Looking around, I only see warehouses and giant dumpsters. To the left, behind all the alleys, is an endless sea.

“Here.”

The voice comes from behind one of the dumpsters. And it’s definitely a guy, but he sounds like a mess.

Should I see who’s behind it? Or run like hell?

The same guy groans in pain.

How could I ignore that?

I sigh out loud but quickly make my way to the dumpsters to my right. My eyes widen the second I spot who’s lying in the rubble.

“Papa,” I mutter, and I rush over to him, only to stop mere inches away when our eyes connect, and I remember what he’d said to me.

I don’t even want her. I never did.

She’s a monster.

I swallow away the lump in my throat.

“Please …” he mutters, his breathing ragged. Uneven.

His body contains gashes and bruises from the torture Lex’s men did to him. God knows what else they subjected him to. He looks completely spent.

“Help me.” The visceral pain in his voice is hard to take.

He reaches for me but never comes close as his hand drops down to his body in defeat. And I blink away a couple of my tears.

I hate him for what he said.

But he’s still my father.

And he’s begging for help.

I push away the shame and kneel in front of him.

“Please … help me stand,” he murmurs.

I sigh and nod. Then I place my arm underneath his shoulder and help him get up from the ground.

“Can you walk?” I ask.

He nods. “Barely.”

“We need to get out of here. Fast,” I reply.

He groans in pain but allows me to move him. Every step he takes weighs down on me, but I do my best to carry him as we walk away from the alley. It doesn’t take him long to get the hang of walking in pain. Every once in a while, he hisses and clamps his teeth, his face contorting from the agony, but it does little to my frozen heart.

Still, I couldn’t leave him there to die.

“Check every fucking warehouse!”

My pupils dilate, and I glare up beyond the road we’re on.

Lex’s guards.

“Duck,” I bark at my father, who immediately hides behind a big machine standing outside a warehouse. I help him stay put without falling over, but his sheer weight strains my muscles.

Sweat drops roll all over my face and back. There’s no time to process what happened or think about any of the wounds on my body or my father’s. And no time to think about Beast being left alone to die.

I gulp down my nerves as several guards run past us, oblivious to our location.

I can’t let all the effort Beast did to save me go in vain.

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Total pages in book: 74
Estimated words: 73423 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 367(@200wpm)___ 294(@250wpm)___ 245(@300wpm)

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He has a beastly instinct to devour everything in his path … until her.
I am the giant, menacing monster, known only as the Beast.
Sold to the mafia as a kid and trained to hunt, my life revolves around brutality and carnage.
My home is a cell made of concrete and iron bars.
And there is nothing I won’t do to be free.
Until her.
The innocent black-haired girl with pretty pink lips, whose father I was supposed to hunt, dares to get in my way.
But when I grab her and look into her eyes, I can’t bring myself to finish the job.
She makes me feel hope. Greed.
And a frenzied desire to touch her.
Taste her.
Make her mine.
I was supposed to destroy everything in my path.
Instead, I took her … and consumed her whole.

Full Book:

CHAPTER 1

Beast

My world is shuttered in darkness.

Behind these bars, I become one with the shadows.

I sleep in them. Breathe in them. Live in them.

I simply just … exist.

Until …

CREAK.

The door at the top of the stairs opens, and a sliver of light is cast down into my cell.

Onto me.

Huddled in the corner, I stay put, eyes half-closed but vigilant.

THUD. THUD. THUD.

Two feet slowly appear, as though it costs him great trouble to even walk. Then the rest of his body reveals itself, his chest rising and falling with each step as if even coming down here costs him a great deal.

Patience.

Energy.

Everything I have.

Everything he doesn’t.

I watch as his wrinkly face comes into view. His lip curls up, barely taking the time to form the word as he spews it. “Beast.”

My nostrils flare at the sound of his voice. At the beckoning and my mandatory call.

But I stay put in my cell, watching him from afar.

A filthy smile appears on his face. “I have a job for you.”

His hand dives into his pocket, and he pulls out a photograph of what appears to be a family of just two. A man with a potbelly and a beard just like my owner’s and a girl with her back toward the camera, huddled over a piano.

My owner approaches my cell and presses the photograph against the bars. “Bring me his head.”

I step out from the shadows and into the light. Every footstep is another thud on the stone ground beneath my feet. His body quakes the closer I get until my frame towers over his. Until the only thing separating us are thick metal rods.

My house.

My prison.

I snatch the photograph from his hand and study the image carefully, taking in every detail. The colors, the view behind the window, the man’s wretched smile … and the girl’s beautiful, flowing black hair that reminds me of the sea of shadows I call home.

A small strand of hair tucks behind her ear, and an inch of her blushed cheeks are visible, along with the edge of rose coral lips hiding behind the veil of darkness.

A hint of a smile.

Like a promise.

A secret.

I swallow.

“Kill anyone who gets in your way.”

My eyes flicker up to meet his. “Anyone?”

“I don’t care.” His lips curl up like a wolf. “Kill. Them. All.”

Kill.

I like that word.

It’s all I’ve ever known.

All I’ve ever understood.

The only thing that will ever get me where I want to be.

Out.

CHAPTER 2

Aurora

“You.” PUNCH. “Mother—” PUNCH. “Fucking.” PUNCH. “LIAR!”

I open the door at the last slap and peek through the narrow gap. Downstairs, my father’s raised fist makes my heart beat faster as he shakes the blood off his knuckles.

“I swear, we didn’t know,” the man on his knees in front of him says.

His face is bloodied and mauled.

“Disgusting.” My father spits on him. “I should’ve known better than to trust you with this fucking shipment.”

“We were ambushed!” the man replies.

WHACK!

The hit is so hard and fast that the man’s whole body turns sideways, and his eyes meet mine.

I gasp and close the door for a second, calming my speeding heart.

But I can never fight the urge to look.

“I’m sorry,” the man mutters as I peer downstairs again.

“You should be. Do you know what this will cost me?” my father yelps. “EVERYTHING!”

“I’ll get it back,” the man says. “We have the weapons. We can fight them.”

“You’ve done enough,” my father barks. “I want you out of my sight. NOW!”

The man hurriedly gets up and runs outside, leaving bloodied handprints all over the door. My father wipes the back of his hands on a napkin. Then his eyes connect with mine.

I hold my breath, close my eyes, and shut the door.

“Aurora.”

Too late.

Sighing out loud, I frown, slapping my forehead. “Stupid, stupid, stupid!” I mutter to myself.

“Come here.” My father’s monotonous voice forces me to open the door again and take in the full brunt of his disappointment in me.

His eyes narrow when they meet mine, and I swiftly close the door behind me and walk down the stairs.

“Didn’t I tell you not to eavesdrop on my business?” he says.

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