Total pages in book: 141
Estimated words: 141428 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 707(@200wpm)___ 566(@250wpm)___ 471(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 141428 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 707(@200wpm)___ 566(@250wpm)___ 471(@300wpm)
“I’m not. I’m really not. I need you inside me. Please.”
He eyed her skeptically.
“Please. Don’t stop now. I need to know what it’s like with someone who cares about me.”
“All right, baby. You can touch me now. But don’t hurt yourself. Understand?”
“Yes. Yes. Please.” She ran her good hand over his shoulder and down his chest. She played with his nipple before running it lower.
He was so powerful. It amazed her how much thicker and stronger he was than her.
Sliding down the bed, she wrapped her hand around his shaft. She stroked him carefully, not wanting to hurt him. Then he shifted his weight to reach down and place his hand around hers.
“Move it faster, baby. Squeeze harder.”
She followed his directions religiously. All she wanted was to make him feel as good as he made her feel.
“Am I doing it right?” she asked.
“Baby, I don’t know how you could possibly do any better than this.”
Satisfaction filled her as he slid free of her hold and reached over to grab a condom out of his bedside drawer.
“You have condoms in your drawer?” That seemed odd. He’d told her that she was the only woman in his life since May died.
“Yeah,” he said gruffly. “Donovan gave them to me when we got home, the asshole. But they are going to come in handy.”
She couldn’t believe that Donovan had given him condoms.
But thank God he had. Because she hadn’t even thought of protection.
“I’m not on the pill,” she told him.
“It’s okay, baby.”
“I could be, though. I mean, if you wanted me to be.”
He kneeled, staring down at her as he rolled the condom onto his cock. “I know I like to be in control, but that isn’t something that is my decision. Or not fully my decision. That is something you need to decide and then if you want to go on birth control, we can do some research into what is safest. All right? But we won’t do anything that puts you at risk. If I have to wear condoms for the rest of my life, that’s what I will do.”
“Unless we have children, right?” she asked.
“Do you want children, baby?”
“Maybe,” she said quietly. “Would that be something you’d want?”
“I hadn’t thought about it. May never wanted children and I was fine with that. But . . . I could see myself having a baby girl that looked like you. No, wait, actually, I don’t want a girl.”
“You don’t?” she asked.
“No, I’d end up in jail for murdering any bastard that touched her. Boys, you’ll give me boys,” he commanded arrogantly.
She saluted him. “Aye, aye, Captain.”
“Brat,” he muttered as he moved between her legs, the head of his shaft nudging at her entrance. “Deep breath in, baby. Relax. That’s it. Fuck me. You feel so damn good.”
She felt good? He felt amazing. He was thick and firm as he pushed his way inside her.
More. She wanted more.
He paused when he was fully inside her to kiss her and she slid her legs around his hips.
“Hold on. This could be fast. It’s been a while and you feel fucking amazing.”
“Well, I don’t think you can be as quick as me,” she told him with a grin.
And then all she could do was attempt to hold on as he fucked her. She arched up, trying to take him deeper, her breathing growing faster.
“Can you come again, Devi?” he asked her. “Can you come around my dick?”
“I don’t know!” she cried. It was too much and yet at the same time, not enough.
“Reach down and touch yourself,” he commanded.
What?
No! She couldn’t do that, could she?
He paused. “I’m not moving again until you do.”
“You are so mean.”
“It’s mean to make you touch yourself?”
“Yes . . . I just . . . I’ve never done that in front of someone.”
“I’m not just someone. I’m the man you’re going to marry.”
“I’m going to marry you?”
“I’m an old-fashioned guy, baby. We’re not having babies without getting married first. We’ll make sure you’re safe. We’ll get married, then we’ll have babies and grow old together.”
That sounded like heaven.
Devi reached down to touch her clit. And fell into a different sort of heaven as she brought herself to her fifth orgasm of the night. And that seemed to set him off as he buried himself deep inside her and groaned as he came.
Yes. Absolute heaven.
44
“What is all of this?” Devi asked as she walked out of the bedroom.
She felt like she was walking on clouds. As though nothing could touch or hurt her.
Hayes had dressed her in one of his oversized T-shirts. Well, they weren’t oversized on him. But on her, the bottom came down to just above her knees.
It swamped her and there was plenty of room for her arm.
She glanced around at the packages that he must have left in the living room.