Total pages in book: 37
Estimated words: 33713 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 169(@200wpm)___ 135(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 33713 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 169(@200wpm)___ 135(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
Diesel grunts. “You never dated him?”
“God, no.” The thought makes my entire body want to recoil. “I don’t date classmates.”
He snorts, but the tension in his jaw doesn’t ease up. “So, how did this creep get your number?”
“Academic project group. Everything’s on Canvas these days. You have to use your real info or professors won’t let you submit…” I trail off, suddenly imagining Kirk, and the mental image makes my skin crawl. “He started DM’ing me for ‘help’ on homework, but I figured he was just socially awkward. I never replied to anything except project stuff.”
“Motherfucker.” Diesel’s grip tightens on the steering wheel, the big vein on his forearm standing out. Guy looks like he could pop the steering column clean off if he wanted.
“He escalated after midterms. The DMs switched from Canvas to Instagram. Then he started texting my phone. Not from his own number, obviously. Unlisted. Sometimes blocked. Always weird, like… not threats, but stuff like he was worried about my stress levels, and he said I should take better care of myself.” I pick at a loose thread on my pants, remembering the chill that crawled up my spine every single time his name popped up on my notifications. “At first, I reported him for harassment, but the university didn’t do shit. Warned him, maybe. If anything, it just made him get smarter. I changed my number three times, but he just kept getting the new numbers. Then I started getting emails from fake accounts and notes under my door.”
“Son-of-a-bitch,” Diesel mutters, all cold fury. His knuckles flex, and for a second, I seriously wonder what he’d do if Kirk were standing in the middle of the road right now. Run him over? Probably. Then reverse and do it again, just to be thorough.
He glances at me, his stare brooding and hot as hell, like he’s memorizing every detail. “You don’t have to worry anymore. He’s not getting near you. Not in Vegas. Not anywhere.” Every word is a dark, iron promise, carved out of stone. I believe him.
The sky begins to bruise into shades of deep purple and burnt orange as we hit the open desert. The mountains in the distance are jagged silhouettes against the horizon, and the air coming through the vents smells drier, dustier. It feels like we're leaving the real world behind, entering a whole different world. Here, there are only the lines on the road and the man sitting next to me.
I lean my head back against the headrest, watching the way the dashboard lights cast a soft, green glow over Diesel’s hands. Broad palms, calloused fingers, skin that looks like it’s seen more than its fair share of work. They’re hands that know how to fix things. Hands that know how to protect things.
He’s Alana’s brother. He’s the guy who used to tease me when I was a teenager with braces and a crush I thought was well-hidden. He’s a member of an MC that I don't fully understand, a man who lives in a world of chrome and leather and loyalty that runs deeper than blood. I’m a girl who likes order, who likes things to balance at the end of the day, who thinks that every problem can be solved with a well-organized ledger. We don't make sense. We aren't a balanced equation.
But then he glances over at me, and I feel that jolt of electricity all over again. It’s a Noticing Spiral, I realize. I’m noticing the way he breathes. I’m noticing the way he smells. I’m noticing the way he looks at me when he thinks I’m not looking. And I’m trying to rationalize it as 'rescue-induced pheromones,' but the lie is starting to taste like ash.
The lights of Las Vegas begin to shimmer on the horizon, a neon mirage in the middle of the black desert. It looks like a city made of broken glass and promises, bright and chaotic and entirely too much. Somewhere in that sea of lights is Diesel’s house. Somewhere in there, I’m supposed to find a version of myself that isn't afraid. I look at Diesel one last time before the city swallows us whole, his profile etched in the light of the passing street lamps. He looks like a guardian. He looks like a secret. And the butterflies in my stomach do a frantic, terrified dance.
CHAPTER THREE
DIESEL
The desert air hits me like a physical wall as soon as we cross the Nevada state line, but it isn't until we pull into my neighborhood that the tension in my shoulders begins to loosen, just a fraction. This is my territory. My house. Here, the rules are mine, and I don't let anything through the front door that I can't handle. I glance sideways at Serenity, who has been unusually quiet for the last hour of the drive, her head resting against the cool glass of the window. She looks exhausted, the kind of soul-deep weariness that comes from spending weeks looking over your shoulder, waiting for the floor to drop out from under you.