Total pages in book: 36
Estimated words: 33572 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 168(@200wpm)___ 134(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 33572 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 168(@200wpm)___ 134(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
“So, did Trek happen to visit your dressing room yesterday?” I ask, practically choking on the words.
Please say no, please say no…
“No, Trek didn’t,” Kelly replies, her eyes bright. “But Kixson did!”
My sense of relief is immediate but brief.
You cannot be so territorial over a man you just met, Posey, I chide myself. It’s not like he belongs to you.
“Kixson?” I repeat aloud. “Wow.”
“Wait— did Trek go see you?” Kelly asks, her cheeks flush. “What happened?” she nearly squeals, pressing her hands to her face.
I feel my own face go hot—although if it’s from embarrassment or excitement, I’m not entirely sure.
“We, um…” I begin slowly.
I’m so confused by what happened with Trek. Part of me is thrilled that my naughty fantasy came true—and I can hardly wait for it to happen again. But another part of me wonders if what we did was wrong, and maybe I’ll be in trouble if the judges find out.
“Come on, spill,” Kelly encourages me.
I shrug. “He knocked on the door to my changing room. I thought it was the tailor, so I opened it without thinking, and when he came in, I was butt naked.” My face burns hotter, but I continue. “He asked if he could… I cannot believe I’m saying this out loud,” I groan, mortified and giggling.
“What? What?!” Kelly demands, grabbing my arm and shaking me, her own voice full of curiosity.
“He asked if he could taste me,” I confess. “And well, I let him.”
“Oh my gosh, that is so hot,” Kelly moans, nodding enthusiastically.
“Yeah, and it’s kind of all I can think about,” I admit with a blush.
“Wait,” my friend narrows her eyes at me. “That’s all you did? Like—did you two have sex?”
I shake my head vehemently. “No, we didn’t get there. I mean, this guy licked me all over, Kells, and I came so hard. Why? Did you and Kixson…?”
Kelly nods, her own face turning rosy. “It was incredible, Posey, oh my god. Honestly, I don’t even care about the pageant anymore. I just want to have sex with Kixson again. It was so different, like nothing I’ve ever done before.” She laughs, looking truly happy and more than a little distracted.
“Different?” I repeat, surprised by how excited Kelly is about her romp with one of the coordinators.
I mean, sex is fun, and sure, the guys are hot— but what’s so special about Kixson?
Of course, at the same time, I’m completely obsessed with Trek, so maybe Kelly feels similarly about her man.
“Yeah,” she confirms, biting her bottom lip. “So, you didn’t even see Trek naked?”
“No,” I say with a quick shake of my head, wondering what Kelly could possibly be referring to. “Why?”
Is he super well hung? I ponder. That’d be fun, sure, but not necessarily life changing. Well, except that it’s Trek…
Kelly just giggles. “Girl, there is something special about these men.”
“Like what?” I demand. “What are you talking about?”
“You didn’t even feel Trek’s, um, guy part?”
When I just shake my head ‘no’ once more, Kelly giggles wildly.
“Well, then I guess you’ll just have to wait and find out for yourself,” she says, her tone cryptic. “And that’s all I’m going to say about it.”
“What? That’s not fair!” I whine like a baby. “Come on, spill it.”
But Kelly just shakes her head, her expression secretive. “I think you should let Trek show you,” she says. “It’ll be way more fun that way.”
I roll my eyes. “I don’t know. I mean, the man seems to like me, but I don’t know if it’s going to any further between us.”
“What makes you say that?” Kelly asks, propping her head on her arm as she studies me.
I grimace. “It’s just that he’s super hot, and he’s probably doing something with all the other girls, too. Or I bet that he’s at least going to try to. It’s not like I’m special or anything.”
Kelly frowns. “You don’t value yourself enough, Pose,” she counters gently. “You don’t know that he’s seeing other women.”
“Well, no, I don’t. But it’s all a little too surreal. I just don’t know what to expect with these men.” I sigh.
My friend shakes her head slowly, her ponytail swinging.
“I suggest that we just take it day by day,” Kelly advises. “You’ll have more time with Trek, so just wait and see where it all goes instead of trying to guess at it. I mean, that’s what I’m doing with Kixson. To be honest, I hadn’t even thought about Kix banging the other pageant contestants. I’ve got everything he needs, so why would he?”
I nod, pretending to be in agreement with her advice.
But really, I know that the more time I spend with Trek, the more I’m going to fall for him.
And there’s no way he could possibly feel that way about me.
7
Posey
I surreptitiously watch Trek from the corner of my eye.