Helping Hand Read Online Jay Northcote (Housemates #1)

Categories Genre: College, Erotic, Gay, GLBT, M-M Romance, New Adult, Romance, Young Adult Tags Authors: Series: Housemates Series by Jay Northcote
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Total pages in book: 42
Estimated words: 43759 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 219(@200wpm)___ 175(@250wpm)___ 146(@300wpm)
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Then nobody could ever take that away from him —whatever happened

in the future.

Mac still hesitated, so Jez took the lube from his hand and bent his

knee. Ly ing on his side, facing Mac, he reached behind him self with

slippery fingers. Jez circled his hole and then hissed as he pushed inside

and felt that first burning stretch.

“Fuck, are y ou…? God. That’s so hot,” Mac said. His voice was

husky.

“Wanna try ? It’s fucking awkward doing this to y ourself any way.”

Plus Mac’s fingers were longer and thicker. Jez figured it would be good to

take those before he tried dealing with Mac’s dick.

Mac swallowed hard and nodded, seem ingly lost for words.

Jez rolled onto his stom ach and spread his legs for Mac, tilting his

hips up. A m om entary flush of sham e flooded through him . It felt so dirty

to be face down, arse up for another guy.

It’s not just any guy, Jez rem inded him self. It’s Mac.

Mac pulled the covers down and knelt astride one of Jez’s thighs.

“Wow.” His choked, appreciative voice swept all Jez’s discom fort away

on a tide of arousal. Mac gripped Jez’s arsecheeks with warm hands and

opened him further.

The first tentative touch of Mac’s finger on Jez’s slick hole m ade Jez’s

cock j erk and leak against the sheets.

Mac circled it slowly. “Like that?”

“Yeah.” Jez’s m uscles twitched, and he arched his back, pushing

against the pressure. “That’s good. Ahh!” He tensed as Mac tried to push

inside. Jez knew he should be able to do this, but it was different when

som eone else was in control. His body reacted instinctively, fighting it.

He forced him self to relax and was rewarded as Mac’s finger

slipped inside him . Jez tried to keep his breathing slow, rem em bering all

the advice he’d read online. He turned to look over his shoulder. Mac was

staring at Jez’s hole, biting his lip and frowning in concentration as he

m oved his finger slowly in and out in shallow strokes. Jez flushed at the

intim acy of it, the raw vulnerability of letting Mac touch him this way.

“That looks so….” Mac took a breath. “So fucking sexy. Jesus, Jez.”

Jez let out a breathless chuckle. “I feel like a slut.”

Mac m et his gaze and his face softened. “You shouldn’t. You’re not.”

He m oved his finger a little deeper. “I’ve been thinking about doing this

with y ou, but I never thought y ou’d want to try it.”

The awed expression on his face and the gentleness of his touch

m ade som ething twist in Jez’s chest. “Well, if y ou’re going to have a gay

experience, y ou m ight as well do it properly.” He tried to keep his voice

light, but it caught in his throat. “Put another finger in.”

Jez wasn’t sure he was ready for m ore, but he wanted Mac to stop

treating him like glass. It was too sweet, too tender, and m ade Jez y earn

for things he couldn’t have. Jez wanted to get back to the heady

desperation of wanting, taking, getting off. He knew where he stood with

that.

But Mac seem ed determ ined to go slow. He did give Jez another

finger, but so slowly, so cautiously that Jez ended up pushing back onto

them until they filled him —m uch deeper than he’d m anaged on his own

in the shower. The pain was sudden, sharp and unexpected.

“Ouch,” he hissed, freezing and panting, his fingers gripping the

covers. Mac started to pull out. “No! Leave them there, but give m e a

m inute.”

“I thought we were supposed to be careful.”

“I was.” Jez huffed, half laughing. “You and y our freakishly big

fingers.” Of course they weren’t the only things about Mac that were

big…. Jez’s m uscles clenched around Mac’s fingers at the thought, but as

he released, the pain subsided a little. The pressure rem ained, alien, and

not exactly com fortable, but bearable. Jez hadn’t expected anal to be this

difficult. People did it in porn all the tim e. But no way was he going to

back out now.

He m oved experim entally, and it was still painful, but definitely not

as bad.

“You okay ?” Mac ran his free hand over Jez’s hip and round to

squeeze his cock where it had softened. “We can stop if y ou want. It

doesn’t feel like y ou’re into this.”

“No. I am … I m ean… I want to keep going. Move y our fingers. If

y ou curl them down a little, then y ou should find m y prostate. It’s in there

som ewhere.” Jez had m anaged to find it him self the other day, but it was

awkward to reach with his own fingers.

Mac snorted. “May be y ou should have drawn m e a m ap before we

started.”

“You’ve never found y ours, then?”

“Not y et. May be I should try.”

The im age those words conj ured up, along with Mac’s hand stroking

his cock, had Jez’s flagging erection filling again. Then Mac’s fingers


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