Total pages in book: 70
Estimated words: 68192 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 341(@200wpm)___ 273(@250wpm)___ 227(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 68192 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 341(@200wpm)___ 273(@250wpm)___ 227(@300wpm)
No. He’s not a puppy. You can’t take him with you. You can’t take that risk.
Nikolai tipped his head back against the wall, his mouth dropped open, and he struggled to breathe as I stroked his cock. Precum dripped from his slit, and I wanted to taste it. I wanted to draw his full length into my mouth. I wanted to put him on his hands and knees and eat his ass. The sounds he would make would be enough to make me lose my mind.
5
NIKOLAI
Iwas in heaven. That was the only explanation for how good I felt. I’d fumbled through hand jobs with a few guys, but I’d never felt anything like this. I thrust into Lorenzo’s hand, desperate for even more friction, but this position, trapped against the wall, didn’t let me have it. I could feel his hard cock pressing into my hip. I wanted to see it, touch it, have it inside me.
“I want you to fuck me.” Oh my God, had I said that?
I gasped when Lorenzo released my cock. “No. Don’t stop.”
“Nikolai.” He took hold of my chin again and forced me to look at him.
“Y-yes?”
“Say that again.”
I didn’t think I’d have the courage, but saying it once had apparently made me lose my mind, because words I never intended to say spilled out. “I want you to fuck me. I need to have a good first time. I don’t want to get married, and I don’t want to fuck Ivanov. My father sold me to him. I never—”
Lorenzo gripped my arms, his face hard. “He did what?”
“Never mind. I shouldn’t have said anything. I—”
“Your father has no right to—”
“He owns me. He’s made that very clear. He needs money, and Ivanov agreed to pay him for me. Ivanov wants an alliance, but he demanded me too.”
Lorenzo growled. “You’re not a piece of property.”
“That’s how my father sees his children.” My sister. Me. Even the children he’d produced with his mistresses were pawns to him.
“Why did he send you away only to bring you back and—”
“He had to be sure he could keep me from meeting anyone. He wanted me desirable for men who wanted someone young and untouched. He had guards following me anytime I left the house. I’ve barely had any privacy in years.”
“That’s sick.”
I shrugged.
“Your body is yours to use however you want.”
“And I want you.”
“Nikolai…”
He wasn’t seriously having second thoughts, was he? “Please. I won’t get another chance. No one else is as brave as you.”
His eyes narrowed. “Who else is pursuing you?”
“No one. I mean, no one I like. Just men who want me for their property, but Ivanov won.”
“You should leave. You should run away.”
Like that was so easy. “I have no money, and my father will follow me. Just make tonight count, okay?”
He cupped my ass, lifting me higher and stepping away from the wall. I clung to him as he walked to the bed. When he dropped me on the mattress, I looked up at him. The raw desire in his eyes should have scared me, but it didn’t. He shoved my legs up, exposing me fully, making me shiver. I’d never been this open to a man.
“You want me to fuck this tight little ass?”
He was trying to scare me, make me wish I hadn’t asked for this, but I wasn’t going to let him. If he wasn’t my first, it would be my future father-in-law, and that man was a monster.
“Y-yes.”
He smiled down at me, looking like Lucifer himself. “It won’t be easy for you, your first time.”
“I know.”
“But I will make it so fucking good. I’ll make you beg for more.” I nodded, completely under his spell, ready to let him do anything he wanted to me. Nothing would be like this for me after I was married. “Do you have lube?”
It took me a moment to process the question. “Yes.”
“Condoms?”
Fuck. I’d never been brave enough to try to buy them. “No, but I don’t care. I want you.” I was already getting better at asking for what I wanted
“Fuck, Niko. You’re going to drive me insane. You want me in you raw? You want my bare dick in your ass?”
“Yes. I want you to fuck me. Bare. Raw. Any way you can.”
Lorenzo’s eyes went wide. “Oh my fucking God.”
“Isn’t that why you came here? To my room?”
“Yes.” His smile was back, the one that said he wanted to ruin me.
“And now you know. I’m… I can’t…”
“You’re a slut for me?”
My face heated even more than it already had. I was sure my cheeks were bright red. “I guess so.”
He moved between my legs and leaned down to kiss me. “That’s a good thing, baby. I like a slutty man.”
I shivered. Had he really called me baby? If only I could… I wouldn’t think about that. I wouldn’t think about anything beyond this night.