Total pages in book: 103
Estimated words: 99313 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 497(@200wpm)___ 397(@250wpm)___ 331(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 99313 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 497(@200wpm)___ 397(@250wpm)___ 331(@300wpm)
It doesn’t matter if she understands my rationale for pushing her away. I’m doing what’s best for both of us. Hell, if I’m lucky, she’ll wake up and be horrified about what transpired and realize it’s a mistake that can’t be repeated.
If that thought brings me a little pang of sadness, I push it away.
The next twenty minutes are both heaven and hell on earth because I keep vacillating.
Do I want more of this?
Hell, yeah.
Is there a way to make it work?
No.
It’s almost a blessing when Daisy stirs, stretching against me. The semi I’ve been rocking turns into a full-fledged boner. She’s fucking hot and I’ve wanted her since day one. My dick wants inside that sweet unicorn pussy. But that’s not about to happen.
It.
Can.
Not.
Happen.
Her eyelids flutter open and her eyes pierce mine, slicing right to the heart of me. I know I’m in deep shit when her lips curve into a sexy smile and my breath gets clogged in my throat. Her hair is a tumbled mess draped across my chest. The urge to wrap the thick length around my hand pounds through me.
But I don’t.
Are you goddamn crazy?
I can’t touch her any more than I have.
Noah’s face materializes in my mind. I wince and think about how pissed he’d be if he found out that I’d touched her. Guilt floods through my body, nearly drowning me. Noah and I have been tight since football camp before freshman year. If I have an inner circle, he’s it. The rest of these guys, yeah, I like them. We’re all good. But I would never disclose any personal info to them.
The fact that I put my hands all over his cousin doesn’t sit well with me. Daisy has always been off-limits. Noah doesn’t want his friends looking in her direction. He trusts me implicitly. And I broke that trust.
Then there are his parents, Craig and Marnie. It’s doubtful they’d be happy about us being together. Especially knowing what they do about my family, which is everything. They’d want to protect their niece against someone like me. Someone who has a propensity for violence.
There’s no denying that it runs in my blood.
Who could blame them for wanting to keep their niece safe?
Daisy deserves the best in life and that’s not me. It will never be me.
You’d think those ugly thoughts would be enough to douse the flames growing inside.
They’re not.
“Morning,” she murmurs huskily.
If my dick weren’t already stiff from her naked form pressed against me, her sultry tone would do the trick. I’m rock hard and there’s not a damn thing that can be done about it.
Well, there is…
But that’s not happening.
I clear my throat. “Morning.” There’s no point in prolonging the inevitable.
“How’d you sleep?” she asks and stretches against me like a satisfied cat.
I stifle a groan and she grins.
“Good.” I’m not going to share just how well I slept with her in my arms. “You?”
Sure, I’m hoping for—maybe expecting—a cocktail of guilt and regret, but that’s not what I get.
“I slept well, thank you very much.” A sexy glint enters her eyes. I don’t realize that her fingers have detoured to my groin until they’re wrapped around my cock. “Although this was on my mind quite a bit.”
My throat goes dry as I tamp down my rising arousal. Everything that needs to be voiced empties from my head. I arch as she strokes my dick, pumping her hand up and down the rigid length.
How embarrassing would it be to come all over myself from a simple hand job? I can’t remember the last time that happened. Freshman year of high school maybe?
“Did I happen to mention last night,” she says conversationally as if we’re discussing the weather, “that I love your shaved balls?”
“Ahhh…”
Hell yeah, she mentioned it.
At least a dozen times.
The fact that a clean close shave is usually a crowd pleaser is exactly why I keep it like this.
But the fact that Daisy likes it…
Fuck.
She loosens her grip and her fingers trail down to the base of my cock to play with my sac. As much as I enjoy her stroking my dick, I love this as well. It feels amazing.
In a different way.
It’s more relaxing.
Sexy relaxing.
Not I-want-to-fall-asleep relaxing.
There’s a difference.
A voice inside my head keeps asking what the hell I’m doing. But it’s so distant that I can barely make out the words over the blood rushing through my system. Clearly this kind of foreplay will only lead to one place and that’s with my cock filling her pussy. That image is enough to make me blow my load. I need to think about something else. I need to think about Noah and how pissed off he would be.
Yeah…that’s not enough to deflate the monster erection I’m rocking thanks to Daisy’s talented fingers.
So, I bring out the big guns.