Total pages in book: 83
Estimated words: 84289 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 421(@200wpm)___ 337(@250wpm)___ 281(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 84289 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 421(@200wpm)___ 337(@250wpm)___ 281(@300wpm)
I liked when he got that new six of hearts tattoo on the back of his hand, because I got to watch it as it wrapped around his dick.
“You’re out of your fucking mind,” I tell him, and I hate that he can probably hear the wavering in my voice.
My eyes focus on the top of another big tattoo that comes up from his thigh onto his hip, long, looping ink on his skin. He reaches down to grip my bulge through my pants and I can’t control the strangled little moan that comes from my throat.
So much contact.
Everything I have been craving for years and years.
My heart feels too big for my chest, like I might explode. I try to force myself to breathe evenly, calm down, and not let on that this is shattering my entire world into pieces right now.
Niko lifts an eyebrow and squeezes my cock a little more. “You’re so fucking hard for me, but I’m the one who’s out of my mind?”
“Christ, Niko—”
“I told you I’ve been waiting to shut you up.”
A moment later his cock is right in front of my face. The tip of his cock hits my lips, warm and firm, like he wants me to kiss it.
Trying to shove inside.
I keep my lips closed, trying to collect any rational thought in my mind.
This is really happening.
My heart’s beating out of control now. He releases his grip on my cock and I miss the feeling already, because it wasn’t enough.
He tightens his hand on my jaw instead, cupping me there, willing me to open up my mouth for him.
“Want my mouth that bad?” I try to say against him.
“Open for me.”
I hate that I throb when he commands me.
I hate that I want to follow what he says.
And God, fuck, I’m going to give it to him anyway because I need it so badly.
He slides his tip along my lips, briefly pulling back. He looks down at me, holding my jaw with a firm grip.
His eyes are so pretty, and I can see the flecks of grey in them from this close. I can’t stop glancing up at them, probably enough that he’s noticed it.
“You’ve wanted my throat for a long time,” I tell him.
His eyes regard me like I’m an easy game. “More than just your throat. You’re the one who’d do anything for me, Ollie.”
“Craving cock isn’t the same as wanting you.”
“You want me. You want me so badly you can barely fucking keep up the act right now. You know what? Maybe I’d get more satisfaction from denying you than from coming on your tongue.”
He moves backward a little bit, removing some of his weight from my body.
And the thought of losing this opportunity makes me panic.
I reach out to grip one of his wrists.
“No. Stay,” I utter, the words coming out before I can stop them. A flood of shame fills every nerve in my body.
My stomach twists.
And that’s all it takes.
He knows.
Knows I’m desperate, and I’m completely fucked.
He runs the back of his hand along my jaw, nodding like I’ve passed a test. He pushes his cock against my mouth again and I know it’s over.
I wrap my lips around his cock head and the moment he has the chance, he slides it past my lips and I’m filled with him.
So this is what it’s like.
Warm.
So warm.
And fucking soft but firm and holy fucking fuck.
“Goddamn,” Niko utters, leaning forward again, sliding deeper into my mouth inch by inch. “You can’t help yourself. Take my cock.”
He shoves it in deeper all of a sudden, taking me by surprise. I gag at the sudden movement. Fucking obscene.
His eyelids drop halfway.
Niko has no idea this is my first time blowing someone. I’ve made damn sure that no one around me ever knew that I was a virgin, and I’m certain he thinks I’ve done plenty of things like everyone else does.
He curses under his breath as he sits deep in my mouth, pausing for a moment before sliding out again.
“Better,” he says, squeezing my jaw.
And then he plunges his cock into my mouth without restraint, with full, free access to me. I moan around his size, taking his dick so far that I choke on him again.
Niko seems to like it when I take it too far. He exhales, watching me from above as he pulls backward again, rewarding me for a moment by letting me breathe.
My lips stretch around him as he slides in again, more slowly and deliberately this time.
His cock even tastes good, neutral and surrounded by the scent of him. I give him a hard suck and swirl my tongue around his cock head, flicking his tip with my tongue as he pulls back a little. The way I can feel his every pulse and throb inside my mouth is maddening.