Total pages in book: 83
Estimated words: 84289 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 421(@200wpm)___ 337(@250wpm)___ 281(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 84289 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 421(@200wpm)___ 337(@250wpm)___ 281(@300wpm)
“You’re getting very desperate for my attention,” he murmurs, his eyes half-lidded as he watches me.
“Of course that’s how you’d interpret the letter.”
“I know how badly you’re starting to crave more of me, Ollie. So tell me what you’re hiding.”
I let out a groan. “Knew you were going to fucking bring that up.”
My heart feels like it’s lodged somewhere near my throat.
“Then what’s holding you back from being honest with me? Relieving all that pressure inside you?”
He’s started to lazily stroke his cock again. He gives it a firm squeeze, then runs his fingertips along the underside.
I can’t stop staring. The toy in his ass is absolutely coated in lube, slicking his hole around it too.
And I’m getting hard.
Even though I’m embarrassed, and confused, and furious, and it’s a confusing mix that makes me want to destroy something.
“You’ve been icing me out for two weeks,” I finally say. “If that’s how this is going to go, then I don’t want us to continue.”
“You’re not sitting on this cock until you can be real with me.”
The words are right there on my lips.
It feels like he’s staring straight through me.
Like he can tell I have a big, fat blinking sign above me that says yeah, I am holding something back.
I’ve never fucked anyone.
He knows it’s burning inside me like an inferno.
I finally speak. “Clearly you’re going to make yourself come while you’re lying on my bed, so can you get it over with?”
“Then walk over here and watch me come while you don’t lay a single finger on me.”
My cock throbs under my sweatpants.
“You expect me to watch you and not participate?”
“You’ve watched me enough in my videos, haven’t you? Did you wish you could reach out and touch me behind the screen? That’s exactly how I want you to feel when you watch me right now in your bed.”
No.
Not this time.
I let my gaze land on his, holding eye contact. “That’s not how this is going to work.”
He looks like he doesn’t believe me, but he’s about to.
My heart pounds as I reach for the bottom hem of my shirt and pull it off. Suddenly I’m acting on pure instinct, and the competitive side of me is slowly overtaking any scrap of shame I have left inside me at this point.
If this is the last time we do anything together, I’m at least going to get something out of it.
As I walk over toward Niko, I slowly push down my sweatpants.
He’s trying to hide his surprise but I see his pupils flare as he watches me tug my sweatpants off.
And then I shove down my boxer briefs, freeing my cock.
“Fuck,” he utters when he sees me. “Your cock looks like that and you don’t want to post videos of it online? You’re blessed. God, that is obscene.”
A surge of heat hits my veins.
I wasn’t prepared for how much it would turn me on to have him staring at my naked cock. It stirs something wicked inside me, like suddenly I’ve flipped a table on him and I have far more power than he does.
Because I do have a great fucking cock.
Of all the things I’ve been shy about in my life, my dick has never been one of them. Part of me always wished I had an excuse to show it off.
You want this, and you’re not going to get it, either.
“Keep watching,” I tell him, my voice coming out lower than usual, like I’ve been taken over by something primal.
I close the distance between us until I’m right beside the bed.
“Doesn’t seem like you understand the rules,” he murmurs, but his gaze stays locked on my erection.
“I understand the rules perfectly.”
I don’t touch him.
Just like he said.
I stay standing over him and start to stroke my cock as I hold his gaze.
That purple silicone toy in his ass is impossible to ignore. I glance down at it, looking at how his tight hole stretches around it as he takes it like it’s easy. I’ve seen him push toys like that into himself before online. It’s super different when it’s right here in front of me than when it’s on a small screen, though.
My cock throbs as a bead of precum leaks from my tip, slowly falling downward in a thin, clear line until it lands on his thigh.
He slides his fingertips through it and then drags them along the underside of his cock.
“God, fuck you, Niko,” I whisper.
Fuck you for making me want something this badly.
Making me fucking need it—
I push past some invisible limit in my mind and close the distance even further between us, leaning over the bed.
I’m still not laying a hand on him.
Instead I reach down, grabbing the end of the toy in his ass and shoving it deeper.
9
Niko
Niko, filming a video two hours ago
Username: Dragonfly