Total pages in book: 83
Estimated words: 84289 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 421(@200wpm)___ 337(@250wpm)___ 281(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 84289 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 421(@200wpm)___ 337(@250wpm)___ 281(@300wpm)
I can’t tell if he’s about to run out of the room screaming or literally pass out on the floor.
“I got tested at the start of the school year,” he tells me. “Not like I really thought I needed to, but the other guys were going, and I wanted…”
His words trail off.
It’s clear that Oliver has no idea how desirable he is. I couldn’t even count the amount of times I’d come to videos of guys’ “first times,” even if I knew they were all probably just fake.
“You afraid?” I ask him.
He pulls in a long breath and exhales, like he just confessed a mortal sin and his conscience is finally clean.
And when he looks at me again, his eyes are half-lidded.
“Of course I’m not afraid.”
“So take what you want.”
He moves lower in an instant.
Again I feel him yank the toy out from inside me, and he latches his hands beneath my thighs and pulls me downward.
I feel the tip of his cock come into contact with my slick hole, and it’s like I won all over again.
He’s giving me a gift.
He pushes up against my slick hole, spreading me, and the feeling of finally having his actual cock touching me instead of the toy is too good.
“Oh my God,” he utters, his voice so low I almost don’t catch it.
“You need me,” I murmur.
He slowly pushes inside me, bit by bit. His pupils are blown wide, and there’s a faraway look in his eyes, like he almost can’t believe this.
He swallows hard, then nods at me. “Say that again.”
He’s stretching me open now.
His tip is thick, and as I tighten around him and squeeze, his jaw drops a little, and he exhales.
I moan as he gives me more. “You need me even more than I knew. You realize this means you’re going to remember me forever, right? That some part of you is going to be mine forever?”
“Oh, God,” he utters. “I should have fucked you a long time ago to put you in your place.”
“Then fuck me harder than that.”
“Are you always this impatient?”
“You have no idea how much I can take—fuck, Ollie—”
In one hard motion, he shoves the rest of the way inside me and suddenly he’s all the way in, the front of his hips pushed up against the back of my ass.
He groans at the feeling and I can feel his cock throb inside my hole.
It hurts.
And it’s so fucking worth it.
He curses under his breath as he feels what it’s like to be inside someone for the first time.
His body folds downward and he leans over me, pushing the back of my thighs and bringing his lips close to my ear.
“No, I’m not going to remember this forever,” he whispers, and when I tighten around him I hear a low moan escape his lips. “You’re hot, and we both want someone to fuck. And that’s all there is to it. You’re using me, so I’m going to use you.”
He pulls his cock out a few inches then shoves it deep in me again, and the motion makes his head knock forward and his lips brush up against my ear.
“Tell yourself that, boyfriend,” I murmur against the side of his neck.
He smells fresh from his shower after the gym, and I bring one hand up to stroke my fingertips over the back of his hair.
He slowly starts to work up to a rhythm as he gets used to the feeling of being inside me, and his motions gradually get more confident as he bucks his hips.
“So good,” he whispers near me. “So… goddamn good.”
Heat pools between our bodies, his skin rocking up against mine.
“You’re going to fuck me whenever I ask,” I tell him in a quiet command. “I’m going to be your own private actor for these holiday parties, and you’re going to give me your dick when I need it. And when I want to fuck you instead, you’ll take this cock in whichever hole I choose. You understand that?”
“Yes,” he utters, clearly too shattered to form other words right now. “Please. Yes.”
“Thank you for being honest with me, baby,” I tell him before I move upward and suck a slow, wet kiss against the side of his neck.
He can’t control his moans anymore when I touch him.
I move my hands along his back, running down his spine, then I move lower.
When I bring one free hand down past his ass cheeks and stroke my fingertips over his tight, puckered hole, that’s when he loses it completely.
10
Oliver
Oliver, on camera with Niko, tonight
I’ll do whatever he asks me, with that camera pointed at us.
I’ll do it whether it’s fake, or real, on camera, or not.
All I had to do was admit how much I fucking needed it.
When I come for Niko it’s like my world splits open and suddenly, everything is new.