Total pages in book: 107
Estimated words: 99723 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 499(@200wpm)___ 399(@250wpm)___ 332(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 99723 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 499(@200wpm)___ 399(@250wpm)___ 332(@300wpm)
“Why?” I come back over and sit down in the chair next to his bed. “Do they fight a lot?”
“I wish,” he huffs. “But no. Dad says mean things to Mom. She tries to correct him sometimes; other times, she ignores him. She calls it gray rock.” He shrugs a tiny shoulder. “Either way, he gets mad and gets loud. The louder he gets, the quieter Mom gets.”
He risks glancing up at me, gauging my reaction to his revelation, and I have to work to school my face into something less murderous than I’m feeling. Tyler is mean to Briar? Yells at her? At all is bad enough, but in front of their kid? That’s even worse.
“And then what?” I ask carefully, my fingers gripping the arm of my chair.
“She used to cry after seeing him. She doesn’t know that I know that, so don’t tell her, okay?” he pleads. I nod, silently agreeing, even though Briar and I are going to have a chat about this. But I’ll make sure to do it without betraying Harley’s confidence. “She thinks the crying makes her look weak, but I think it means she’s strong enough to not unleash on Dad. I wish he was that strong because all he does is take stuff out on her that she doesn’t deserve. Like him always being late or no-showing. He says she should’ve reminded him, but he’s a grown-up. He should know, right?” he implores me. Under his breath, he grumbles, “Mom doesn’t have to remind me about my homework and I’m nine.”
The things I want to say about Tyler aren’t suitable for little ears. Instead, I concentrate on Harley. “You’re pretty smart, you know that?”
He smiles weakly. “Thanks to Mom.” He starts fidgeting with the blanket, pulling at a loose string. “Dom? Can I ask you a favor?”
“Anything,” I vow.
“Don’t treat Mom like Dad does, okay? She shouldn’t cry. She should smile all the time.”
Fuck, if only it were that easy. We should all smile all the time, be happy and joyful at the blessings we’ve been given. But life isn’t easy like that. “I would never treat your mom or anyone else poorly. It’s not who I am. But you know that your mom and I . . . we’re friends. That’s all.”
It stings a bit to say that, but it’s the truth. She’s a complete smokeshow, with a flair for weirdly interesting animal facts, a healthy sprinkle of silly fun, and a plateful of heavy responsibilities and trauma, but we are just friends. I think she needs that. Hell, I do too.
“Friends can be jerks too. Just be nice to her,” Harley tells me. “She does so much for me, even putting up with Dad because she thinks I need a male role model.” The kid rolls his eyes hard. “As if he’s one.”
Damn. That’s harsh. But true.
I sigh, giving the boy a heavy look. “Sometimes the role modeling isn’t in what to do, but rather, in what not to do. Who not to be.”
“Like opposites? So if I do the opposite of what Dad would do, I’ll be okay?”
That is a nuclear bomb of a question. But I tell him the truth. “The fact that you see how he behaves, and you asked that question? You are already more than okay, Harley.”
“Thanks, Dom.”
“Anytime.”
“Can we still practice again?” he asks hopefully.
Laughing, I nod. “Absolutely.” I hold up one finger. “After both the doctor and your mom clear you.”
He sags. “So, like never.”
A short time later, Briar comes back in, and sure enough, Harley was right—her eyes are a bit bloodshot and red-rimmed, something they weren’t earlier. Clearly, the conversation in the hallway wasn’t polite. But more importantly, she’s also alone.
“Where’s Dad?”
“He left,” Briar tells him with no further commentary and no explanation.
I wonder if she asked him to leave. Or told him to. Or if he wasn’t getting his way, so he stomped out like a tantrum-throwing child. And though I’m glad he’s gone, I worry what he said to Briar before leaving. What buttons did he push? What thoughts did he plant?
Briar places a gentle kiss on Harley’s head before turning to me. “You should go too. It’s getting late and we’re fine. We’ll wait for the discharge paperwork and go home.”
I’m not going anywhere. If Briar doesn’t want me in here, I’ll go sit in the waiting room, but I’m not leaving her. I don’t have to argue with her, though. Harley does it for me.
“No! Stay, please. Mom never has anyone to help her and you’re already here,” he tells me, bypassing his mother’s orders. “You could get her a candy bar or something? So she doesn’t get hangry. We didn’t have dinner,” he reminds us.
Briar looks uncertain, like she’s worried Harley’s pressuring me into doing something I don’t want to. As if that’s even possible. “I wasn’t leaving anyway. I was going to sit outside and wait for you,” I declare, quietly but 100 percent serious. The look of surprise on her face is beautiful. I don’t think Briar has had people in her corner before. Lucky for her, I have, and I know what to do. “I’ll check the vending machines and see what we’re working with. Maybe some chips—potatoes are a vegetable, some peanut butter crackers—that’s a protein and fat, and some Starburst? Fruit flavoring is probably the closest thing to a fruit we’ll get.”