Total pages in book: 122
Estimated words: 114951 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 575(@200wpm)___ 460(@250wpm)___ 383(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 114951 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 575(@200wpm)___ 460(@250wpm)___ 383(@300wpm)
“Things got complicated,” Nathan murmured. “Now quiet the fuck down.”
“You don’t get to be sloppy,” Ron hissed. “Not with my money.”
Nathan lowered his voice, but now another table had angled toward them. “I’ll make it right,” he said, smiling and shaking Ron’s hand as he grabbed his shoulder and acted like they were old pals. “Now, let’s get you a drink. Hmm?”
“Are you working with another bookie? Is that what this is?”
Ron’s words echoed over the party, and anyone within twenty feet turned their head.
There was no mistaking the word bookie.
Before Nathan had the chance to charm his way out of it, commotion stirred from inside the ballroom, the clattering of glassware and the abrupt screech of the band ceasing spilling out onto the lawn.
And then, a loud, angry voice.
“Where is he?”
The words cut through the air, raw and broken.
Heads turned. Conversations faltered.
“Where the fuck is he!?” Ben shouted.
I knew it was Ben even before I saw him, before he rushed through the open doors with half the team on his tail warning him to calm down.
He came through the crowd like a man unraveling at the seams, eyes wild, face slick with sweat, grief pouring off him in waves. I moved instinctively, stepping into his path.
“Ben—”
He shoved me hard enough that I stumbled back a step.
“My dad is dead!” he screamed. “My dad is fucking dead!”
Everyone froze, the party so silent we could hear the wind blow over the bay.
And my heart broke.
I knew the pain in this kid’s eyes. I understood the acute ache of it, the piercing weight.
“He missed the infusion,” Ben sobbed, shaking. “They said they couldn’t — because he—”
“I’m sorry,” I said, my hands up in surrender. “I’m so sorry, Ben. Why don’t you and I go somewhere and talk about it, all right? We can—”
“You.”
Ben wasn’t listening to me at all, and when he pointed a finger over my shoulder with his entire body trembling with rage, I had no doubt who he’d spotted.
I turned just in time to see Nathan look around, as if he had no idea who Ben was pointing at.
And whatever was holding Ben together shattered completely.
He shoved past me, storming over to where Ron and Nathan were standing in the shadows. The crowd that stood between Ben and his target scattered, screams echoing as he ran right up and grabbed Nathan by the lapels of his tuxedo. “You said you’d help him!” Ben sobbed, shaking Nathan, his whole body trembling. “You said he’d be okay! I threw those games for you — I did everything you told me to do!”
Gasps rippled outward like shockwaves.
A murmur grew to a roar.
Before I knew it, Nathan was laughing and holding up his hands, trying to charm a party full of people who were now glaring at him — some of them through the lenses of the cameras on their phones.
It was the most sickening feeling I’d ever experienced in my life. My chest tightened painfully as I watched Ben unravel in front of all these people, watched his worst moment become public spectacle. I saw a player I’d coached, a kid I’d believed in, standing there with his grief exposed and his life forever altered.
This wasn’t victory.
This was the cost.
I knew the look in his eyes too well — the hollow, bottomless ache that came when the world took something from you that it had no right to touch. I’d worn it myself once. I’d lived inside it. And seeing it reflected back at me now nearly brought me to my knees.
Every instinct in me wanted to shield him. To step in front of him. To take the blame, the fallout, the attention — anything to spare him from this moment. I wanted to rewind time and change the night his father got sick. The day Nathan first learned where to press. I wanted to pull Ben out of this before it ever reached this point.
But I couldn’t.
Because the brutal, unavoidable truth was that Ben’s pain was also the thing that finally stripped Nathan bare.
The grief that was tearing Ben apart was the same force cracking the illusion Nathan had spent years building.
Knowing that didn’t make it easier to witness.
This wasn’t justice delivered cleanly and neatly. It was justice born from wreckage, from a kid who should never have been put in this position, who never should’ve had to carry this weight.
And still… it was the moment everything changed.
Ben wasn’t just breaking.
He was breaking Nathan.
And as much as it tore me apart to watch, I knew there was no stopping it now. The truth was out. The damage was visible. And there was no putting it back in the shadows where Nathan hoped it would always stay.
This was the end.
Not because we’d planned it perfectly.
But because someone had finally bled in the light.