Total pages in book: 168
Estimated words: 159420 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 797(@200wpm)___ 638(@250wpm)___ 531(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 159420 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 797(@200wpm)___ 638(@250wpm)___ 531(@300wpm)
Since I’ve only ever seen him in motion, working at the ranch, riding around, being bossy and commanding, sexy, I hadn’t realized how much tension he carries in his body, on his face even. I can see it now, though, because slumber has softened its edges. Made him younger. Taken away the crease between his thick brows, the lines around his beautiful mouth. Even his scar seems to be resting. As stunning as he is when he’s awake, he’s a different kind of devastating when he sleeps. And I love him relaxed as much as I love him awake and alert, threatening and watching.
Slowly, I pull myself away from him. Although it turns out to be a challenge because instead of being sprawled on the bed like him, I’m sprawled on his body. Instead of my head resting on the pillow, it’s resting on his hard, bronzed chest. I personally think I got the better deal between the two of us, because who needs a stupid pillow when I can just use his chest. Who needs a bed to sleep on when I can curl up on his large and broad body and be all comfy and cozy. But this has caused problems because we’re kind of stuck. Since we slept naked—yes, we’re both naked right now—and sweaty, our bodies are practically glued together. Not to mention, my thighs are tangled up with his in a seemingly complicated way. Somehow I manage to peel myself off him without waking him up, and I move down the bed. I kneel between his wide thighs before I take the cream sheet off his body completely, exposing him to my hungry, curious eyes.
The first thing I take in is the bullet wound on his shoulder. I guess he was right when he said it was superficial and I didn’t need to worry about it, even though his main motive was to keep himself hidden away from me. It’s only been a few days and it looks more or less healed. The skin is still pink and new, but it doesn’t look too bad. Then I go hunting for his stab wound and find it up by his ribs. This one’s slightly bigger than the one on his shoulder and, because it’s older, has totally healed, leaving behind puckered skin and not much else. And finally, I take in the other thing I wanted to last night but didn’t get a chance to: his dick.
As soon as I see it, I bite my lip and squeeze my thighs. No wonder there’s a throbbing in my pussy right now. No wonder it was so painful when he first got inside of me and I bled so much that he looked concerned. So much so that he bent down and cleaned me off with his mouth. And can we please talk about how he did that after he came inside of me? Meaning, in addition to my blood and my own juices, he must’ve tasted himself too. He must’ve tasted his own cum and why is that so fucking sexy to me? So fucking masculine. Like he isn’t afraid to taste himself on me. I don’t think any of the city boys he’s felled in my honor would ever do that. Also, it makes me jealous that I didn’t get to taste him myself.
Anyway, after that, he wouldn’t put it in, simply loved on me with his lips throughout the night, even though I asked him repeatedly to fuck me again. And now I can see why. It’s because his dick is huge. Huge. I have no other comparison for it, but I watch porn. I know what a big dick is and his is big and thick. Nestled in the thick patch of dark hair and resting on his thigh, I also think his dick is half hard, the purple head slightly swollen and that vein under its length almost standing in stark relief. My first thought is that his dick is beautiful, too, all dark and swollen at the top. My second thought is that I want to touch it. With my mouth. I decide that before this is over between us, I’m going to. It will be scary like our first time, but I’m going to learn; and unlike cooking, I’m going to excel at it.
After that, I take in his body as a whole. One arm is up and under the pillow and his other rests on his stomach. One of his legs is straight and the other is folded at the knee, and even in repose, every muscle in his magnificent body is sculpted in perfection. It’s forged under the sun, and in hard labor and fire.
The globes of his broad shoulders, the tendons of his thick neck; the arches of his wide chest, covered in a dusting of dark hair giving way to a thicker trail and those hard and deep ridges of his stomach. They didn’t come from a gym. Those muscles are built from hard work. From using his body from sunup to sundown to nourish the land. To protect it and keep it safe, let it flourish. Those legs of his, those thighs, belong to a man who spends his life up on a saddle. Not to mention the scars on the left side of his torso and thighs. They came from a son trying to save his parents; a brother trying to pull his sister out of a burning car. I don’t know how people can’t see it, how he can’t see it. He’s beautiful, both inside and out. Everything about him breaks my heart and gives it wings. Everything about him makes my soul sing. He’s my fate, and for the rest of my life, no matter where he goes or where I go, I’ll keep believing that.