Total pages in book: 95
Estimated words: 92547 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 463(@200wpm)___ 370(@250wpm)___ 308(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 92547 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 463(@200wpm)___ 370(@250wpm)___ 308(@300wpm)
“I never thought you’d ask again, beautiful.” He shook his head. “I’m about to make up for every moment you ever believed I didn’t want you. You’re gonna feel how damn much I want you.”
Before I could blink, he’d pushed deeply inside of me. It wasn’t gentle or hesitant, but desperate and hard. Evan moved in and out methodically, exhaling with every thrust, cursing under his breath, and seeming to get lost in his own rhythm. Our unintelligible sounds of pleasure echoed through the room. No way could we have expressed ourselves so freely if we hadn’t had the house to ourselves.
He slowed for a moment. “Look down, Chloe. Look at me inside you.”
I watched him move in and out where we were joined, then soaked in the euphoric expression on his face.
“I love how you take me…” He groaned. “We fit so good together. Always have. But look at us now…”
He alternated between gazing down at us and looking up at me to gauge my reaction. In his eyes, I saw so much more than lust. Even if Evan hadn’t said it, I knew he loved me, or at the very least, cared for me in a way no man before him had. That knowing was reflected in his eyes right now. This was so very overwhelming: Evan and me as one.
I felt so much that I would never be able to put into words. I wanted to experience this every day of my life. I wanted so much more with this man. I wanted to make him happy. I wanted to have his babies. I wanted us to be a family. But despite us being as intimate as was humanly possible right now, I doubted I’d have the courage to confess my deepest desires unless he expressed that he wanted the same first.
He slowed his movements for a moment. “You’re my dream girl, Chloe Cavanaugh. There is nothing I’ve wanted more in my entire life than this. And no matter what happens after tonight, I will never forget it. I need you to know that.”
“Thank you.” I wanted to say much more but was rendered speechless when he resumed pounding into me, filling me so completely that my eyes rolled back in ecstasy.
The bed began to shake, and Evan circled his hips, going as deeply as possible each time. I never knew what it meant to be thoroughly fucked until now. Sex had never felt this intense, this mind-numbing, earth-shattering.
I did everything possible to stave off my orgasm, but it threatened to come at any moment. I dug my nails into his back as he bucked his hips harder, yet it became impossible to hold back any longer.
“Come, baby,” he said. “Come all over my dick.”
He’d somehow sensed how close I was to losing it, just like he’d told me how he could feel when a woman came. As I tightened my muscles around him, he shuddered, unleashing his hot load inside of me.
Evan filling me with his cum had to be the single most erotic thing I’d ever experienced. Gripping his ass, I pushed him deeper inside, wanting every bit of it. Our bodies rocked together for several minutes as we kissed desperately. Eventually, a sadness came over me because I never wanted this to end.
“You okay?” he finally murmured as he pulled out.
“Yeah. More than okay.” Panting, I turned to him. “You?”
“You want the truth?”
“Of course.”
He looked into my eyes. “I don’t think I’ll ever be the same again.”
That summed up how I also felt. It was bittersweet because it was so much more than a decade’s physical need satisfied. I was falling in love all over again with Evan, but more deeply this time. And despite that amazing sex, our future was as uncertain as ever.
Chapter 32
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EVAN
Chloe lying in bed with me this morning was like a dream I never wanted to wake up from. She was nestled in my arms when I opened my eyes. I didn’t remember falling asleep in this position, but somehow, we’d ended up tangled together.
Despite how peaceful it was, I couldn’t silence the voice in my head that was trying to convince me I’d made a huge mistake in crossing the line with her when she’d be leaving town. Thankfully, that voice had been nowhere to be found last night and hadn’t had the chance to ruin an experience I’d never forget, no matter what happened.
I tried to shove the voice away for now, reminding myself that those fears had nothing to do with today and the present moment. All that should matter was the warm ass pressed against me. I was rock hard from it, along with the knowledge that my cum was still inside of her, which drove me practically mad. I might be hard all day if I couldn’t have her again.