Total pages in book: 141
Estimated words: 132657 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 663(@200wpm)___ 531(@250wpm)___ 442(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 132657 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 663(@200wpm)___ 531(@250wpm)___ 442(@300wpm)
“Not at all, Sir. I was thinking about how nice my spanking was and how we all understand that I have never actually had anal sex, so we should start small,” she said in her sweetest voice.
He snorted, but he put that large plug away. “I have a starter. I bought it for you.”
“Where?” Jensen asked. “It’s not like there’s a toy store out here.”
Niall shrugged. “I’m an optimist.”
Jensen’s eyes narrowed. “Sure you are. Let’s move this to the bedroom. Don’t forget to bring the lube.”
She gasped as Jensen’s big arms went around her waist and he lifted her up.
No one carried her around. No one except him and Niall.
All of this anger is justified, but I also want you to feel okay forgiving them if you want. I will do whatever you need, sister. I will hate them both or I will welcome them as my brothers and try to protect them from Dad.
Her sister’s words whispered through her head. She didn’t have to be stubborn. She didn’t have to be completely unyielding so she looked tough. Her mom would welcome them. Her papa could be softened up. Her dad could be blackmailed.
Her friends…
Her friends would love and support her, and if they thought she was stupid then she would prove them wrong or not care about their opinions.
Was she thinking about this? She’d thought when Greer and Gigi and Ruby showed up that they would bolster her belief that she’d been treated poorly and could use Niall and Jensen and toss them away like trash. They’d listened to her and agreed with her, and somehow she was still here because she also knew they loved her and would stand by her.
And they would love the Niall and Jensen she knew. The Niall who took care of the people around him and the Jensen who loved so fiercely it was hard for him to ever let go.
But they hurt her.
“Baby, I meant it.” Jensen lowered her down. “You don’t have to think tonight. You don’t have to make a single decision beyond whether or not you want us. You decide you don’t want sex, we’ll watch some TV or play a game or something. I think there’s an old copy of Clue around here somewhere.”
He could be so sweet. She’d forgotten how sweet he could be. Somehow she’d reduced their entire relationship to sex and a one-sided love and had totally forgotten how he’d loved her. Fiercely and holding nothing back. It made for some passionate fights, but somehow Niall being here with them cooled off the hottest of the fires that burned between them.
Was this the way it was with her parents?
Eww. She thought about her parents and she was naked.
Jensen stared down at her. “We can do whatever you want, baby.”
“I need you to be a rough as fuck Dom right now because I just wondered if this is how it was for my parents and if you don’t get that image out of my head, I might never have sex again.”
His whole demeanor changed. His eyes got hard, and his shoulders seemed broader than they were before. “Bend over the bed, Harlow. Right fucking now.”
She did as he commanded and then fought to breathe because he was right back to smacking her ass. And he wasn’t holding back.
“Niall, you want to take care of her mouth while I handle her little asshole?” Jensen asked when he was done setting her ass on fire.
But she wasn’t thinking about anything but them now.
She felt the bed move underneath her and then Niall was in front of her. At some point he chucked his clothes, and she got to stare at his masculine perfection.
“I think I can handle her mouth. Do you have any idea how long I’ve waited to feel those gorgeous lips of yours wrapped around my cock?” Niall’s voice had gone low and deep. His hand was on that cock, stroking himself until he was long and hard and impossibly sexy.
How long had she thought about sucking him off? Definitely the last couple of months. She’d had visions of getting on her knees in front of this man, of being his good girl.
Jensen was going to make it hard on her though. She could feel him moving behind her, prepping to play with her ass. Play with it? He was going to work a damn plug in there so she would be ready to take both of them.
Both her men. Her temporary men.
She shoved the thought out. Jensen was right. She didn’t have to think about that tonight. All that mattered tonight was pleasing these two Masters.
“I will do my best, Sir,” she promised. “It’s been a while for me. I haven’t…not since…”
“She’ll be fine,” Jensen replied with a chuckle. “She used to make my eyes roll to the back of my head. You’ll struggle to make it last, her mouth is so fucking hot.”