Total pages in book: 58
Estimated words: 56760 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 284(@200wpm)___ 227(@250wpm)___ 189(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 56760 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 284(@200wpm)___ 227(@250wpm)___ 189(@300wpm)
Something is scaring me about this. I wonder how much control Heath has over his body when he takes these drugs. How bad is his problem? Will he ever stop?
“I’m going to scream for help,” I blurt when he pulls off his shirt.
“And you think people will come to your aid?”
He smirks.
“Everyone listens to me here, Rain. You’re on your fucking own. Now come here.”
He cages me beneath his body. I’m so afraid of the pain he’ll induce, but it never comes. He just watches me as if he’s trying to commit every feature to memory.
“Why aren’t you...” I swallow. “Why aren’t you hurting me?”
“Why would I?” he mutters against my lips, making me lick them nervously, inches aways from his face.
“Because of the drugs...”
“These aren’t drugs that make you violent.”
“But the other ones were.”
“I know,” he smirks. “These drugs, though... they just make you fuck like a beast. Want to try?”
He holds up the syringe he just used and my stomach twists at the sight. Wordlessly, I shake my head.
“You sure, Sunshine?”
I can’t even speak anymore. Confusion makes my head spin and my heart asks for something while my mind screams for something else.
“Give it to me.”
My words surprise us both, and Heath’s gaze latches onto mine, staring deep into my soul.
“You want to try?”
I nod, taking the syringe and unceremoniously plunging it into my forearm, just like Heath did earlier.
I feel the burn right away, a deep, searing pain as the poison spreads through my bloodstream. Half a breath later, everything changes.
Heath is no longer the dangerous monster I was so afraid of.
All my fears have been extinguished, leaving only one thing behind.
Glorious, undeniable desperation.
I make a grab for him, seeing the same need in his eyes. We both rip at his clothes, panting until we’re both naked.
Now I finally realize why Heath is so addicted to whatever he put into that syringe... It’s fucking glorious.
Our animal instincts take over as Heath pulls me in for a deep, searching kiss.
Our bodies unite, heartbeats beating as one as our limbs entangle on the bed. My ankle is forgotten, the pain in my shoulder nonexistent. I live for the feeling of Heath’s mouth on mine. For his tongue meeting my own in a fiery dance. I live for the sensation of his palm pressed against my wet, hot pussy. For the relief I get by grinding against it, desperately panting his name.
“I need you,” I mutter against his lips. “I can’t get enough of you. I need you inside me.”
Nothing seems like it will be enough until I feel his rock hard cock beneath my fingertips. Tracing them over his impressive length, I look up at him with pleading eyes.
“Fuck me.”
He grunts my name before climbing on top of me. His eyes find mine as he puts his cock on top of my pussy, and we both watch it throb against my body. He’s so big I do not know how he’ll fit even half of his cock inside. The thought of how painful fucking him will be excites me.
I give myself a mental reminder not to show him how much I truly love pain. I try to keep my face neutral as he presses his tip against my entrance. He makes me feel like a virgin again, wiping away years and years of his uncle’s abuse.
“Still want it?” he asks, his voice raspy with need.
“Yes.”
Before he can plunge inside me, I put a hand on his chest and his eyes meet mine, burning with questions.
“Heath, I...”
Oh, to hell with my rules and mental notes.
“I want you to make it hurt.”
Chapter 14
HEATH
Even though the drugs are blurring my experience, they don’t take away from what’s happening.
Rain’s body is splayed beneath me and my cock is throbbing with the need to bury itself between her folds. And when she mutters those fateful words, I know I won’t be able to hold back any longer.
With a loud grunt, I push my cock inside her, burying it in her soaked pussy to the hilt. Her eyes widen, but she doesn’t make a sound, forcibly clamping her own palm over her mouth.
“Moan for me,” I growl into the shell of her ear as I rock my hips inside her. “Let me hear you, show me what a good girl you are for me, Sunshine.”
A guttural groan rips itself from her lips, so primal it makes me laugh, pounding inside her with growing force.
“You like this, don’t you, Rain? You fucking waited so damn long for it. I bet you don’t want it to end.”
“Please.” She lifts her uninjured arm, the fingers burying in my hair. “Please keep fucking me, don’t stop, never stop.”
I want to fucking destroy her. But the drugs aren’t what’s powering me right now, and shockingly, neither is the hatred I feel for my uncle. Instead, it’s the fact that Rain is finally mine is ruling over my mind.