Total pages in book: 64
Estimated words: 63601 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 318(@200wpm)___ 254(@250wpm)___ 212(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 63601 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 318(@200wpm)___ 254(@250wpm)___ 212(@300wpm)
Teddy blinked a few times but the only thing that actually came out wasn’t nearly as interesting as it should’ve been. “I’m glad you understand that, as long as it wasn’t too traumatic.”
I could see the wheels in his head turning and had to laugh when he leaned in and gave me another quick peck as a bribe.
“It wasn’t.” Kisses meant better answers, so I kept going as I massaged his ass. “They’re both good with people and make you feel comfortable with talking about anything. I just don’t have enough of a sub side to find enjoyment in it, but I don’t have a strong negative reaction toward it.”
I just couldn’t get off on it so there was no reason to keep exploring those things on myself. “So I did enough practice to understand physically how things like floggers and paddles feel, but I don’t have that spark that some people have that shifts it to sexual pleasure.”
“I hadn’t really thought about how a Dom would figure that kind of stuff out.” Teddy seemed more relaxed with this part of the conversation and his nervous wiggling stopped. “I guess I just assumed people figured that shit out with one of their partners but both people being uneducated might be dangerous.”
So he wasn’t jealous?
“I had no desire to even accidentally hurt my future partner, but I’m going to reiterate, I did not have sex with that couple and I do not see them as past partners in any way.” How did he see the situation? “But like I said, the club isn’t some place I go to do scenes with strangers or even look for dates, that’s just not me.”
More wheels went round and around, but he didn’t make me wait for long.
“So I think you’re saying that it’s not something that you need if it makes me uncomfortable, but I think you’re getting ready to approach keeping the membership for the…for the educational options?” When he didn’t look like he was going to shake me or tell me it was cheating, I nodded more confidently.
“Yes, it’s something we can talk about as far as limits go, but I like having…backup grown-ups to ask questions to and to get education from if the situation warrants.” When I got to the point where I thought I’d made myself clear, I waited to see how he would respond.
Thoughtfully.
It seemed like a good sign, so I kept caressing him and did my best to look relaxed as he considered what I’d said.
“What kind of education would make you want to go back?” Blinking a few times, he frowned. “That didn’t come out right…can you give me an example of what that might look like?”
“Sure.” That was a reasonable request. “I don’t know how to tie you up safely beyond simple cuffs and basic restraints. We went over positioning and I know how to keep your joints safe, but I don’t know detailed things like Shibari. If that was something you wanted us to explore down the road, I’d need someone to teach me how to do it.”
“I don’t think YouTube tutorials are for stuff like that.” The words seemed to come out before he thought about it, making him chuckle. “Someone’s probably tried, though.”
“Yes, they have and it’s really not a good idea…at least I think it’s dangerous to learn that way.” I was on the more severe end of being careful with that kind of stuff, though, so I might not be absolutely correct about the safety issues.
But no matter how safe that was, I needed to learn things through seeing and interacting with it at the same time, so that was going to require live people and not a video.
“Okay, I think that makes sense.” Still processing, he studied me again for a moment. “Is it an acceptable limit to say that I’d like you to tell me if you’re going back before you go? Like we talk about when and where and why kind of stuff first?”
“Yes, but it would also be a reasonable limit to say that I don’t go without you.” He seemed surprised by that, so I tried to explain it from my point of view. “If I don’t want you kissing other guys, I think it’s reasonable for you to not want me seeing men in interesting situations like that without you.”
It wasn’t a strip club or anything like that, but there would be men in various stages of undress and sexual scenes being displayed.
“Oh.” My Chipmunk had to think about that, but it didn’t take long. “I didn’t want to be overbearing, but yes, I’d rather I go with you if that’s something you need to do for education or for exploring different…topics.”
He was adorable.
“Kinks and fetishes and topics like that?” His pink cheeks were back, so I gave one a quick peck as he huffed at me. “There are a lot of interesting things out there that we might want to understand, but yes, we go there together if I go back.”