Total pages in book: 111
Estimated words: 105748 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 529(@200wpm)___ 423(@250wpm)___ 352(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 105748 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 529(@200wpm)___ 423(@250wpm)___ 352(@300wpm)
An hour later, after making me lunch, London had returned to the B and B, and I now stood outside with the clock. I set it on Mum’s outdoor bistro table in the back garden. I snapped a few photos and then returned it inside. From there, I proceeded to take pictures of five more items.
Once I was finished, I uploaded them all to the site to sell.
When I’d finished, it was time for my shift at Pages & Perks. Ewan and Martha ran the store with my mum, but Martha was only part time and worked mornings. Ewan would need me there for the afternoon.
June was one of the best months on the island, and the skies were clear today, the temperature mild as I walked the five minutes to Main Street. It was also busy with tourists, and the harbor bustled with life. Unsurprisingly, when I stepped inside Pages & Perks, there was a queue right up to the door, and all the seats in the coffee shop were taken, as well as the ones on the bookstore side.
Walking into this store was like constantly picking at a healing wound.
Mum was just … everywhere.
Along the back wall was the coffee counter and all the machinery she’d diligently researched before buying. She’d managed the shop for another owner when it was just a bookstore, and when they decided to sell, she’d pooled everything she had to get a mortgage to buy the building and transform it. Upstairs was an apartment that Mum rented out to tourists. Finella had agreed to take over running that, and the proceeds from the rent would go to my brother and wife. I remembered talking on the phone with Mum for hours about her guests and about her shop. She nattered on about coffee machines, coffee beans, and secondhand furniture she’d sourced like they were the most exciting things in the world. Her love for it all had been infectious.
Until last year, I’d never stepped inside my mum’s beloved store. She’d talked to me about it for hours, and I knew tourism during the summer months kept the shop and the rental ticking over quite nicely. At first, she’d begged me to come see it. I didn’t. I couldn’t come back. Like a coward, I’d allowed the past to ruin my present with her, with Laird and the boys. My nephews barely knew me, and in my grief, I hadn’t done much to change that.
The ache of remorse was too much to deal with, so I threw out the thought as I walked slowly inside.
The adjacent side of the room was lined with bookshelves and the front of the store with bistro tables. A comfortable couch and coffee table near the bookshelves were always the first seats to be taken. The two armchairs situated next to an actual fireplace were always popular spots when the couch was spoken for.
Framed literary posters hung on the wall, interspersed between metal signs with sayings about coffee and books like, “That’s what I do: I drink coffee. I read books. And I know things.” “Death to Decaf.” “Drink coffee. Do stupid things faster with more energy.” “Heaven is a never-ending supply of coffee and books. Welcome to Heaven.”
Those posters were so Mum.
She’d offered coffee to me and Laird as soon as we turned thirteen, always going on about the health benefits of drinking just the right amount of coffee a day. And books. I think it would have killed Mum if we’d turned out not to be readers, but both Laird and I enjoyed books.
Dad had too. It had been the thing Mum said had attracted her to him. When she was twelve, she’d spotted Dad sitting on the harbor reading On the Road by Jack Kerouac. He was fifteen, handsome, and a bookworm.
She said she’d fallen in love with him immediately.
It had taken Dad a couple of years to notice her back, but once he did, that was it for them. They got married when Mum was eighteen. When Dad died, she said part of her died too. She’d never loved another man. She’d never even attempted to date one. He was it for her, and she said she was just lucky that she’d gotten to experience that kind of love.
Mum had reached such a beautiful, optimistic place in her grief. It had taken her a while, but she’d made it. When she was dying—before the cancer rapidly spread to her brain and put her in a coma—she told me and Laird that she was at peace with her impending death because she’d finally get to be with Dad again.
What a magnificent soul.
I wanted to make her proud. I wanted her to know that I was attempting to be as strong as she always was.
I strode past the customers, mostly tourists, and was just about to greet a harassed-looking Ewan when I noted the familiar broad shoulders of his current customer.