Total pages in book: 48
Estimated words: 46398 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 232(@200wpm)___ 186(@250wpm)___ 155(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 46398 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 232(@200wpm)___ 186(@250wpm)___ 155(@300wpm)
I swallow thickly, my heart racing. And the flash of who I thought I saw yesterday outside of my office comes to mind. Thump, thump, it’s hard to hear over the pounding in my chest.
The broadcast cuts to a press conference led by the local police chief.
He looks down at his notes, blinking in the bright lights. “We’re prepared to announce to the public that several recent homicides appear to be connected. The manner of death—”
Thump, thump, thump. I cling to the glass of wine, not daring to take my eyes off the screen.
Lots of cameras flash. People shout questions. The police chief repeats several times that he can’t give out certain details of an active investigation.
“One more question.” He points into the crowd of reporters.
“Thank you, sir,” a man calls from the reporters off-camera. “Does the police department have reason to believe that these homicides might have been committed by the same individual? In other words, are we looking for a serial killer?”
Chills run down my spine and panic runs through me.
“That’s certainly a possibility,” the police chief answers.
It cuts back to the anchor, who’s joined by her co-host, and they immediately pick up the thread. People must have been working at top speed behind the scenes at the station, because nobody suggests going back to the segment about the food truck.
Serial killers are guaranteed to get more attention after all. Pictures of famous serial killers in history flash up on the screen. The anchors compare the local homicides—the information they have, anyway—and discuss things the public can do.
“Keep your doors locked,” the first anchor says. “If you see suspicious activity near your home, please call and report it. Staying vigilant is the best way to stay safe.”
“The best thing we can do,” her co-host says, “is to stay alert. Have the police informed the public of any connections between the victims?”
“Not as of this broadcast, no. That information would certainly represent a turning point in the investigation. Even if no suspects have been taken into custody, a solid connection between the victims would point law enforcement in the direction of—”
They keep posing questions to each other, reading and re-reading the statement from the police department. All the while, I sit perfectly still, unable to move and I don’t know if it’s the previous learned condition from being in that hellish place, or if it’s simply shock.
A serial killer.
My chest is tight and cold, and so are my fingers.
By then, the news anchors have decided that there’s definitely a serial killer on the loose. They’re predicting that the police will confirm that within the next few days.
“It’s only a matter of time,” the anchor says. She’s settled into the story now and doesn’t seem to be affected. Her professional mask is on. “With similarities of this kind, it seems unlikely that this would be the work of many different individuals, or individuals from different groups. Now, the police haven’t said as much, but it’s possible the bodies were discovered with evidence that would reveal the motive.”
“We’ll have more on that at ten,” her co-host says into the camera, his smile wide, and the broadcast goes to commercial.
A car dealership commercial blares from the screen, and I grab for the remote to turn down the TV.
Panic races through me and I have to close my eyes and focus on my breathing.
If one glass of wine didn’t work, I should have another one. I get up automatically and refill my glass, then stop at my front windows. I peek out the gap between the curtains.
As if he’ll be there. As if he knows I’m thinking of him.
There’s nobody in front of my house. I didn’t think there would be, but my empty yard is a relief. I tug the curtains shut tight so that there’s no gap at all. Nobody can look in on me now.
Then—although I know I locked it earlier—I double-check all the locks. They’re all exactly how I left them. My house is safe and sound.
I sip my wine, making a point to savor it as I go back to the living room. The commercial break is still going. A movie trailer plays on the screen, the explosions almost too quiet to hear.
I’ve just sat back down on the couch and pulled a blanket over my lap when my phone rings.
It’s a blocked number.
I hesitate, hovering my thumb over the button to decline the call. It’s a fifty-fifty chance with calls like these. Sometimes, patients call me from blocked numbers, and I want to be available to them whenever I can.
Other times…
I hit the button to accept the call.
“Hello?”
“I saw the news.”
My mother’s voice doesn’t make adrenaline spike in my body anymore. It did for a long time. Now it’s the opposite. When I hear her speak, I get extremely calm and still.