Total pages in book: 80
Estimated words: 77900 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 77900 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
“There is no her. There’s only you.”
“You and that silver tongue.” I shake my head.
“Hey, you like my tongue, and I happen to know my tongue really likes you.” He wags his eyebrows, and now, we’re both grinning. “But truly, I’ll never lie to you. That’s not who I am. The last woman I was with was someone I’ve known for years and dated casually for events and such.”
“It’s been longer for me,” I confess, feeling as though I should give him the courtesy of the same information. I’m aware of the fact that we should have had this conversation before we fell into bed together, but I can be honest with myself and say it wouldn’t have mattered. As long as he’s unattached, and there is no faded mark on his ring finger, and no one has been blowing his phone up all night, wondering where he’s been.
“So, yeah, as bad as I’d like to feel your pussy gripping my cock, we’re going to have to take that off the table. But I’ve got you,” he tells me. “I’m going to lift you, and I want you to wrap your legs around my neck.
“What? Your neck? No. I can’t do that. I’m too heavy.”
“Yeah, right.” He laughs. “Trust me, Bellamy. I’ve got this.”
All I can do is nod, and then I’m being lifted. I toss my legs over his shoulders and bury my hands in his hair to keep from falling. My back presses against the wall, helping to stabilize me.
I don’t get the chance to ask him what he’s doing because he dives right in, sucking my clit into his mouth. He grips my ass cheeks, and with each stroke of his tongue, I step a little closer to the edge of bliss that my body already knows he can provide.
I grip the strands of his sandy blond hair and hold on for dear life as he brings me to yet another orgasm. I feel boneless as my body slumps against the wall. Reid manages to lift me off his shoulders and moves to the shower seat, with me straddling his hips.
“You still with me?” he asks. My eyes are closed, but I can hear the smirk in his voice. He’s proud of himself, as he should be. No man before him has ever learned to play my body like he has.
“I’m still here,” I say, wiggling my hips, making him groan.
“None of that,” he says, gripping my hips to stop me.
“I let you have your way with me,” I tell him.
“I know, baby, but we don’t have any more condoms.” The tone of his voice tells me that it was painful for him to recite those words to me.
“Maybe just the tip,” I say, drunk on lust. This isn’t me, I’ve never taken this kind of risk, that’s not who I am, but apparently, it’s who I am with him. Reid makes me feel things, makes me want to risk things I never would have considered before meeting him.
“That’s a dangerous game, Bellamy.” His hand slides under my hair and grips my neck, pulling my forehead down to his. “I don’t even know your last name,” he says, his voice gritty with desire.
“Just a little,” I say, lifting onto my knees to reach between us and grip his cock.
“Motherfucker,” he says, as I stroke him.
“Tell me no.” My voice is almost pleading. This is risky as hell. I’m on the pill, but that’s not 100 percent effective.
“Are you on the pill?”
“Yes. I take it at the same time every day.”
Lifting his head, his dark blue, stormy gaze seizes me. “You want this?”
“With you. Just—I need to feel you, Reid.”
He nods. “Do it.” He drops his hand from my neck, and suddenly his hands are no longer on me.
“What are you doing?” I ask, needing to feel those rough hands of his against my skin.
“You have complete control over this.”
“Do you not want to?”
I don’t know what I expected, but it’s not a soft smile. “Do I want to give you something I’ve never given anyone else? Yeah, dream girl, I do.”
“What do you mean?”
“I’ve never been bare inside a woman.”
My mouth falls open. “Oh, we don’t have to,” I say, releasing my grip on his cock.
“Don’t you dare,” he says, moving my hand back between us. I take him in my palm and stroke him gently. “I’m all in if you are.”
His eyes bore into mine, and in that instant, something shifts—an understanding, silent but absolute. We both want this despite the risks. That’s all either of us needs as I slide down onto his cock.
“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck,” he chants. He fists his hands at his sides, and his eyes lock onto where we’re connected.
“Wow,” I breathe. “I didn’t know it would feel so different.”
His eyes snap open. “Looks like I got to give you another one of my firsts tonight, too.” He moves, sitting up straighter, both of his hands resting against my cheeks. “You’re unlike anyone I’ve ever met before.”