Total pages in book: 95
Estimated words: 90026 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 450(@200wpm)___ 360(@250wpm)___ 300(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 90026 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 450(@200wpm)___ 360(@250wpm)___ 300(@300wpm)
“I look like a young girl.” I huff a breath, tossing my brush down on the counter.
When I walk out of my bathroom, I’m surprised to see Nikolai sitting on my bed. He’s in his signature black jeans and shirt. I’m guessing it’s his favorite color since he’s always wearing it. I notice he’s got my computer sitting in his lap. I can hear him clicking away on it. What the heck?
“What are you doing?” I haven’t seen him since Friday night. He brought me home, and the rest was kind of fuzzy. I could have sworn he lay down with me in bed, but when I woke up, he wasn’t there. I thought it might have been a dream.
“You don’t look like a girl.”
“What?” He glances up from my laptop.
“With your curves, Riley, you don’t look like a girl.” My face flushes. Crap, he heard me.
“You could knock.” I walk over and take the laptop from him, closing it. “You could also respect someone’s privacy.”
“I could do a lot of things.” Nikolai’s eyes rake down my body and back up, reminding me I’m only in my underwear and an oversized shirt. “All the colleges you are applying to are states away.” He doesn’t sound too happy about it. I should know, I’m an expert in that tone coming from him.
“You looked through my stuff?” I hold the laptop to my chest.
“There are a lot of good universities around here.” Nikolai has a way of never answering my questions.
“I don’t know where I’ll get in, so the point is moot.” I put my laptop on the charger next to my bookbag so that I'll remember to grab it in the morning.
“Come here.” I should tell him no. Ask why he can just do dirty things to my body and then disappear, then pop back up. Not only in my room but in my bed. My room, which is bigger than some people's apartments, feels small with him in it.
Instead of saying no, I go to him. I'm frustrated with myself for doing it, yet it doesn't deter me. I’m drawn to him. My curiosity also gets the best of me. I have been wondering how things would be between him and me after Friday.
“Sit.” He doesn’t wait for me to do it. He grabs my hips, pulling me down next to him.
“You’re bossy,” I mutter.
“So you’ve told me.” His mouth edges upwards. It is not enough to show me that dimple again. I like seeing it. For a split second, Nikolai actually appears to be his age. “Your knees.” I tense up.
“I told you. I fell.” He’s like a damn dog with a bone about my injury.
“There’s more.”
“It doesn’t matter.” I stand. Nikolai's hand locks around my wrist before I can try to move farther away from him.
“I’ll find out one way or another.” His thumb drifts back and forth on my skin before he releases his hold on me and stands. “Sleep tight.”
Nikolai drops a kiss on top of my head before walking back out of my bedroom. I fall back onto the bed. That man is so confusing. It’s messing with my head. It doesn't help that every time I crawl under the covers to sleep, I dream about his mouth being on me again. Unfortunately, my stupid alarm goes off right when it gets to the good part.
I drag myself out of bed and get ready for school. I don’t love the uniform, but it is nice not having to worry about what I’ll wear each day. Knowing my school, it would be a full-on fashion show with those girls. Even in the uniform, they all still have a way of adding to it.
My plan to keep my head down and just attend school seems to have backfired on me. But I’m not going to let a few catty girls stop me from experiencing life. Their antics are child's play compared to what Mona and I went through with our own father and brother. Still, it doesn’t soothe the burn of feeling like you never fit in.
Once I accept that I'm not getting my hair under control, I grab my bag and head for the kitchen.
“Mona, can you braid my—” I trail off when I see Nikolai standing in the kitchen. His hair is wet, making me think he just got out of the shower.
“Your hair?”
“I thought Mona was here.” Did they go back to the estate?
“Think they’re still in bed.” Nikolai rounds the kitchen island, coming toward me. His hands go to my hips.
“You’re always manhandling me,” I say as he turns me around.
“I thought you’d rather me do it than order you to turn around.” I roll my eyes, not that Nikolai can see it.
“What are you doing?” He grabs my hair. I stand there, a bit shocked as he braids it.