Total pages in book: 81
Estimated words: 75999 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 380(@200wpm)___ 304(@250wpm)___ 253(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 75999 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 380(@200wpm)___ 304(@250wpm)___ 253(@300wpm)
“So Matt, is it true that you’re a side, or did Kai just say that to fuck with me?”
Cassian rolls his eyes and drinks his shot. “If he’s so obsessed, he should choose someone to give him a birthday fuck after the party.”
Levi waves Cass off. “He’s all talk.”
I frown but feel I might need more than one drink tonight. “What’s ‘a side’?”
Cass and Levi exchange glances.
“I think it’s pretty clear he’s your boyfriend, so you educate him,” Levi says.
As I gulp down the flavored vodka in my shot, Cassian hugs me from behind. “It’s a man who prefers other types of sex over anal.”
I’m clearly out of my depth here, so I’m glad when Levi pours me another shot.
He gives us a big grin and raises his glass. “To variety!”
My cheeks are on fire as I try to assess all this new “variety”, but the vodka helps. One thing I do know is that I love Cass naked, love touching him, love him on top of me, love him under me, and it’s nobody’s business how things between us develop.
But I won’t lie. The way he presses his hips to my ass produces ideas that swirl from my head, all the way down to my balls.
Suddenly, my cock starts filling, and I thank all the powers in the universe that I’m facing the counter and no one can see my cock poking at the zipper of my jeans.
Unaware of my distress, Levi offers me a smile. “So how does it feel to have people see you for who you are? It’s your first time out with a guy, isn’t it?” he asks, and Cass presses closer, which makes me think of his dick stiffening too and resting against the crack of my ass in a public place like this one.
How does that feel? Fucking hot.
I smile at Levi as Cass leans in for a quick kiss to my ear. “It feels so good. And having this stud with me?” I point to Cass. “Even better.” I try not to think that once upon a time Levi had a fling with my Cass. The past is the past, and from now on, he’s only mine.
Levi’s smile broadens, and he shakes his head. “Ah, get out of here. You two are too cute. It’s gonna make my teeth rot!”
Cassian kisses my cheek this time and whispers, “how about a dance?”
I nod and turn toward him. Hopefully no one will notice my boner in the crowd.
Down, boy. Wait till we get home.
Levi has no mercy for us, and puts on a slower, cheesy number as we drift away to a part of the cafe cleared to be a dancefloor. The colorful lights bounce off a small disco ball Kai must have brought for the night and scatter everywhere.
I put my arms around Cassian’s neck and sway from side to side, so in love it almost hurts.
There are other couples dancing too, but they remain on the periphery of my vision. I don’t want to see the faces of strangers who now know my secret. This is what I want, but I’m having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that the way people will see me might change. Still, if I can have Cass’s love and attention, and good friends who support me, I am ready to face my fears and leap straight into the shimmering waters of the unknown.
Cassian’s eyes seem almost black now, and they hypnotize me as we settle into a slow rhythm, ignoring the loud conversations coming from all sides. This moment is only for us, and as he leans in to kiss me, I open to him without hesitation.
It’s nothing too outrageous, we are in public after all, but I give him one kiss after another. My heart soars, and I know this is right. So maybe it took me a long time to figure it out, and maybe I didn’t know what a side is, but here I am, in Cassian’s arms.
I put my cheek on his shoulder, letting the alcohol buzz in my veins, and the music engulf me.
Cass clears his throat and whispers. “Matt? You’re rock-hard.”
Oops. Not again. Fucking love hormones messing with me.
“Um… maybe I need to go… calm down.” I laugh and pull away from him.
I make my way to the restrooms, hoping no one’s gonna see how aroused I am.
There are plenty of people around, but I manage to avoid them all and head straight for disabled bathroom, where I asked Aaron to break my leg.
Good times.
Exasperated and desperate for privacy, I press the handle, only to find it occupied.
“N-no,” I mumble, letting my head drop to my nape. But then, a familiar presence emerges behind me and anchors me with his embrace.
“It’s okay,” Cassian says, rocking his hips to the music, which is maddening, because now I’m thinking about him rubbing himself off on my ass. His cum drizzling down my ass cheeks.